Broken Glass - One Direction(&5SOS)

See her

Niall POV

I ran,Well at least tried to in my crutches, outside and sat down. My head was in my knees and the tears wouldn't stop coming. All I could think about was how much she hated me. How much I loved her. Why can't she see that it was a mistake. Why does Luke have to be the one hugging her.

"Hey" Harry said sitting next to me on the ground.

I tried to say hi but all that came out were more tears. He put his arm around my back.

"You do understand how pissed off I am at you right?"

I looked him in the eyes and I knew he meant it. I nodded.

"But right now I'm going to ask you one simple question. You need to answer me with complete honesty." He put his arm down then added "well.. If you still know what that is"

That hurt.

"What do you want" I managed to get out.

He paused for a moment then looked up at the stars. It felt like he was counting every single star before saying "how do you feel?"

At first I was startled than said "what?"

"How the hell are you feeling."

"I dunno" I looked at the ground throwing the rocks across the parking lot.

"God damn Niall I'm trying my hardest and you say 'I dunno'? Give me a real answer!" He yelled

"I feel like crap!" I yelled back "I feel like such an ass for.. For everything!" Tears poured down again "I didn't deserve her for even the little time we had together. She should be with someone who will love, care, and travel across the world just to make sure she was ok" I sobbed.

"Luke?" He asked.

"Yes. She deserves him. They should go buy a farm with chicken and goats and have tons of kids and just live happily ever after" I punched the ground.

"Don't say that. You don't mean it" he laid down.

"Do you know what I've been going threw theses past days?" I didn't let him answer me before continuing "I have slept.. Maybe a total of 5 hours, I'm not hungry, my house is empty, I'm lonely, my family is ashamed of me, I have no friends, I've written a total of lets see.. 89 songs and-"

"Shut the hell up"

"What?"

"All I asked was how are you feeling? I didn't ask to pity yourself-"

"I was not-"

"No shut up I'm talking" Harry sighed then said "your pitying yourself because you won't admit you screwed up. Don't give me this crap about how your misrible because I couldn't give two shits about how you feel right now to be honest. Who cheated on who?"

When he didn't say anything I answered him "I did I... I was un honest in my relationship"

"You cheated"

"I cheated"

"Imagine how she feels. She probably imagines you with her. She might have trust issues now. I'm glad that Luke went over there because he loves her."

"No!" I stood up grabbing my crutches "I love her!"

He stood up getting in my face "be a man and own up to what you did. You watched the video. She was so damn broken I felt broken for a second. I can't wait till she forget about you and moves on with her life and gets herself somebody to love. It might be Luke.. It may not but it's not going to be you. I can't stand ignorant bastards like you."

I pushed him and he brought his fist in the air when Ari came to me yelling "I HATE YOU!" Harry pulled her away as she cried into his chest.

He put his hands around her face whispering stuff.

"She was so happy" she choked "and he destroyed her again"

"I know baby I know. I promise you one day she'll be happy."

Ari sobbed into his shirt and he put her in the car.

"See you in America" he said before getting into the car and driving off.

I went into my car "I'm going to see her"

I know this is short but I felt bad that I haven't updated so here it is mean while I make a new chapter :). Love y'all support.