I used to like this boy. I used to like this boy who I was sure I was in love with. I used to like this boy whose name when mentioned brought a smile to my face and butterflies to my stomach. I used to like this boy who would make me think there was love after all, in this horrible world we live in. I used to like this boy who made me feel something other than sadness, he made me feel hope. I used to like this boy who would never hurt me.
Now all I see this boy who broke my heart. I see this boy I thought I loved. I see this boy who I would have given my life to, but good God I'm glad I didn't. I see this boy whose name when mentioned makes me cringe and question everything. I see this boy and wonder if there's any remorse behind those beautiful blue eyes of his for what he did. I see this boy as someone I thought I could trust with my heart but he ripped it into shreds.
I'd like to thank this boy though, for showing me that you can't trust anyone in this cruel world we live in. Because you'll end up heartbroken on a Monday night, crying to yourself at 3am wondering why you weren't good enough or pretty enough for him when you should have been asking yourself why he isn't good enough for you or your time.
(I wish I would have known from the start all he was going to do was hurt me in the end. Boys are stupid lol. I mean that as a general statement, not ALL boys are stupid, just some. Anyways, I hoped you liked this because I literally wrote it in 30 minutes because I have no life and needed to express my feelings on the situation. :) )
