My Clinical instructor once said "Pag umabot ka ng 18yrs old na NBSB ka, mahihirapan ka nang makahanap ng boyfriend kasi you already have an ideal guy in mind". I was 19 back then. And he was right. Im already 23yrs old and still NBSB. And I don't even have anyone to blame. Was it me, coz Im not pretty enough? Was it the male specie because they get intimidated easily? Or was it those chain messages that I didn't forward that's why I'm having a bad luck in love ?
When I was young, I promised myself that I wont get in a relationship until I graduated from college. But now that I already graduated, became a licensed nurse, I think I more than fulfilled that promise and need to break it already. But I need someone to break it for me.
Like what my clinical instructor said, I have my ideal guy pictured in my mind. Nice eyes, cute smile, tall, smart and my number one requirement, a dancer. We got to share the same passion. I was a hopeless romantic, believing that one day that guy will walk into my life and sweep me off my feet. I wanted my first boyfriend to be my last. My friends often tell me that I'm very choosy when it comes to guys that's why I'm still single. But I have to be choosy right? It's a lifetime partner that I'm looking for, I don't have time for games that's why I'm taking my time. I still have a lot of time, I think. I spent most of my time day dreaming and making up scenarios in my head of how we will meet and how I'm gonna be the perfect girlfriend for him. I met a lot of guys like my ideal guy. But because I didn't forward those chain messages, and God knows how many of those I ignored, they all turned out to be heartbreaks wrapped up in a smile.
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so this is my first story, based on a true story actually and I just wanna share it. Its still a work in progress. feel free to comment or vote. will edit cover soon :) I'm gonna update tomorrow! :)
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RomanceHave you ever been a hopeless romantic believing that one day you'll meet your ideal guy and you will live a fairy tale story, but met a lot of frogs instead of your prince, so you finally decided that, that was it? Your heart could only take so muc...
