DAN
love is the worst kind of pain and it's not the type of pain that makes you moan with pleasure, it's the type of pain that brings you to tears in the middle of the night when you remember their face. it's the pain that makes you look away from them, wanting to forever stare at their face and drown in their beauty, but only catching a glimpse of their T-shirt.
it's the type of pain with no mercy and suffocates you until you feel numb and gone.
and I am far past numb.
"stay."
I let the word escape my mouth in a whisper.
"w-what?"
"stay, dammit. I don't want to be alone, I don't want you to go."
he let his hand drop to his side, stepping forward he replaced it with his lips.
and i swear to god the second his lips met mine the planets aligned.
"i-i w-wont go. I n-never will."
he was soft, there wasn't anything rough about him. his hands were placed gently on my shoulders his thumbs occasionally gliding over the bruises, where I would have felt pain I felt safe.
he was all that mattered in the world, he was all that was good.
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(this is a bit of a long authors note but it has some important stuff so)
this was so short but it took me forever to update ???? sorry !
1) thank you for all the kind comments I get super duper happy when I read them you guys are rad !
2) there's been some confusion and questions regarding previous chapters, if you have ANY questions either comment on the line/chapter and I'll try and get back to you or DM me, I'll reply as fast as I can.
3) I will do my best to stop saying my writing is rubbish, your replies are quite amusing when I do say that though. :)
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poetry boy :: phan
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