I think you're the one

Chapter 1

Kathy's POV:
I walked up my best friend, Jillian, and smacked her in the back if the head. "Were you not going to tell me that Sleeping With Sirens is about to come on stage!"
"Sorry, I lost you in the chaos I knew you'd find me though!" She smiled.
"Guess what I got!"
"What?"
"Back stage passes are you not excited?"
"Kathy how?" I was about to answer her question when the band came out on stage. The crowd screamed louder than I could to Jillian. We had really close "seats" considering that we got to the stage late and this was warped tour.
"COME DOWN, COME DOWN FROM YOUR TOWER!" the crowd screamed finishing With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear with Kellin.
"Thank you Nobelsville! You guys were amazing best Warped Tour yet!" Kellin yelled. When he finished talking I couldn't help, but direct my attention towards Justin.
"He's perfect, like oh my lordy lord!" Jillian whispered in my hear like she was ready my thoughts.
"Let's go backstage!" I squeaked. We ran up to the guards. They asked to see our passes and then I had to tell Jillian the truth. I never actually got backstage passes. I had a plan to flirt with the guards until I realized they were women. I thought I was a complete and total fail until I saw him approach. It was Justin I couldn't believe my eyes he came to rescue us.
"What seems to be the problem? I think these ladies might have just misplaced the backstage passes. I saw them purchase them earlier. Let them in." the guards open the velvet rope and escorted us back to the bus. We walked up the stairs slowly when I felt the hand on my shoulder. I turn to see it was Justin. he gave me this look almost of disappointment like I had forced him to do something he was uncomfortable with like he told me no before. "I hope you know there's a reason why we have female bodyguards around here. We've met plenty of fans like you, but you had this certain charisma that intrigues me so I thought I might give you a chance. Don't prove me wrong when we walk up in there."
"Honestly I was just winging it before you get there I've never tried to do something like this before. Thank you so much your like my knight in shining armor."
"You never done that before? I could have never guessed you only paused and froze when you saw a female and you didn't even play it off like you could fake it. Like you knew what you were doing I knew I had to save you before you embarrassed yourself in front of all those other crazy people." his smile made me feel comfortable almost like I've seen it before. It was so comforting and made me feel safe that's when I knew it if I ever got the chance he to be my one and only. We walked the rest of the on the bus and I found Jillian sitting there between Kellin and Jack she had this face like I interrupted something. Kind of made me want to smack her. "Guys I'd like you to meet the one and only fans that ever talked me into helping them sneak back here without them having to purchase passes." they applauded and all started laughing at us. It was kind of expected though we did make a fool of ourselves out in front of the guards and luckily they believe Justin or else we would have been screwed. Being on that bus with the band was most horrifying and exciting moment of my life. I didn't know what to do but I need to be grateful especially that I got to spend it with my best friend. I honestly wanted to talk to Justin alone more but I thought if I asked his bandmates would probably make fun of him. Especially considering the fact that I'm five years younger than him. Teasing and probably never end also its not like I did chance with him he was famous he was big the band was topping the charts. In the short couple seconds I got to talk to him it's like a dream come true I had the moment that I've been waiting for my entire life with my dream guy, sad thing was when it was all over I realized that it never come again.
Without thinking I blurted out, " Justin can I speak to you alone for a second if that would make you uncomfortable?"
He smiled, "Of course, I'd love to."
We walked outside of the bus just to stare at each other awkwardly for 5 minutes. I decided to smile because he smiled at me when he realized that I probably wouldn't start the conversation. We sat there giggling for a couple minutes even though no one has said anything. I was star struck I believed that I was truly in love with this guy I've never met before. It was like an unbelievable moment in time seconds felt like hours and I just never wanted him to leave. This is all this fantasy though we were never going to end up together. we're never going to date, and I can't stop giggling to this is no longer a funny moment. it was my worst nightmare, I've got to see everything I ever wanted standing in front of me just to watch it get ripped away from me and just moments. I wasn't even thinking and I started to lean in almost as if we were going to passionately kiss. The part that surprised me was when he leaned into. He met my gaze but we didn't kiss embrace me. I didn't know whether or not to get friend zoned or as if I was closer to the person that I ever been any one of my life.