Love (Sequel to Arraigned Marriage To A Bastard ZM)

Chapter 21

El POV

It been a few months. I'll say three. It's November and I'm all alone with my dog max. Me and Louis haven't spoken since Liam birthday party. Kept our distance apart. The bad things is the OTRA is ending soon. Like really soon. There not touring for there fifth album that is being released tomorrow. Friday the 13. I know. Fans where upset but understand that they need a break. A good 18 months break.

The whole me and Zayn went bad. Gabby got mad at both of us. But forgive us. There not together. Yet. Zayn didn't got mad at me when I told them the lads about our plan. He was okay with it. Also Louis child is being born in February. It hurts that we where together for 3 years. 3. And we never had a kid. But he can fuck someone and get them pregnant right away. He never popped the question. That's what hurt the most. Maybe my love for him wasn't enough. Even now he's been hanging with Danielle Cambell or Campell. Whatever her name is.

Have to get over him. That's why I made the decision. I'm leaving to Switzerland. Yes I know far away but my brother lives there. So I'll be living with him. No one knows which is good. Don't want them to find out. They'll find out later. For they noticed I left. I'm all packed. About to head to the airport.

I'm going to miss California.

Louis POV

briana decided to come to the show here in London. Don't know why. I don't want her here even if she's carrying my child. Sometimes I wonder if the kids is even mine. Having the feeling like it's not yours. But she said it is. Don't know what to believe.

"Bro Briana needs" Lottie came the dress room. I nod and head to the little back area.

"You called" I said

"Yes my mom wants to know if you like to have dinner so she can introduce you too her family" she smile.

"Not really" i shooked my head.

"How come" she frown.

"Because is like I'm meeting them like your boyfriend which I'm not" I said

"But aren't you going to be with Me for the kid" she said.

"No I'll be there for my kid not you. I don't love you" I said. She looked broken and left the room. What I true I don't love her.

Beep

Danielle

From: Danielle C
Hey love:p

Don't know why I'm talking to her. Fans think where dating. But where not. I'm just using her so I can get over el. My el. Well not anymore. Not going to lie I miss her a lot. She means the world to me. I'm just stupid for leaving her. She could of been pregnant other then Briana. Stupid. The fact I was going to proposed in our 4th anniversary. But I had to brake things off. Heading back to the dresser room. Seeing the lads talking. Sitting in the sofa. Our show doesn't start in like a hour.

Should I text el and see what's up. Tell her what she's doing.

To: My Love El
Hey babe

No no no can't say that

To: My Love El
Hello

Clicking send. I wait for her respond. If I get one. It bee 5 minutes and I don't receive nothing. She haven't looked at my text. Going to my photo album looking through my photos that I have from both of us. Dating. One is Her smiling while I'm just looking at her. My favorite had to be our first date selfie. Another is when I took her to France and we went to the eiffel towel. Yelling I loved her and she did the same. Good times.