I can't help but stare at him the whole time we were playing games and doing things. I want to touch him, kiss him or just sit with him but I can't. He's still uncomfortable with me because I'm nothing but just a stranger to him.
"Ravi, your turn." Ken poked my sides.
We were playing introduction round to make Leo know us more. Can't you feel how much my heart aches to do this when I AM his boyfriend?
I breathed in and looked at him who was sitting opposite me. "My name is Kim. Won. Shik. People call me Ravi, you too but sometimes you call me Wonshik, that's when we... ugh nothing. I'm 20 this year. I'm gonna say nothing about us but you should know that we are close, very very very close. So please," I held in my tears but I think it showed because Ken stroke my back. "get back your memories and remember us, remember everything again." My tears fell and I quickly faced down, not wanting him to see me like this.
It was silent and awkward after I finished my sentence.
I took a few deep breaths and wiped my tears. I looked up, "Why are you guys quiet?" I laughed softly. "Let's do another fun thing to make him remember!"
They looked at me like as if they felt sorry and I just smiled slightly. I looked at Leo and his eyes was widened, followed by his mouth. I smiled to him too and quickly looked away.
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"Aren't you guys waking up?!" Someone shouted and I stood up straight in shocked.
"What time is it?" Ken who was lying down beside me asked.
"9." N said.
My eyes widened and I quickly stood up and ran to the bathroom.
"There's someone in-" N shouted but it was too late.
I saw a familiar back view of a person in there. He turned his head and his eyes widened after he saw me. He quickly moved his hands which were scrubbing his head to cover his parts.
I can't help but smile at him.
He frowned and looked at me with a 'arent you going away?' face.
I looked down and closed the door. "I've seen it many times, Jung Taekwoon." I whispered to myself and covered my mouth after. There's no guarantee that he couldn't hear me because that boy there has freaking sharp ears.
After finished dressing up we all went to school by Ken's car. Whenever I look at Leo, he kept avoiding eye contact. I think he felt awkward about what happened just now. I can't stop thinking about it.... My boyfriend, being embarrassed about me looking at his body, it's something really new to me.
"You guys want to sleepover at mine today?" I asked as we get down the car.
"I'm up for it."
"Of course."
"Yeah sure."
"Okay, cool." I said and went to class with Leo.
"Ravi!" I turned and saw Mia walking behind us.
I stopped and waved to her and she waved back.
Leo walked in the class and I walked to Mia.
"Hi..." I smiled to her.
"Are you okay?" She asked me.
"Huh? Oh... yeah I am, of course."
"Sorry that I didn't talk to you in awhile. It must've been hard for you. What kind of a friend am I." She sighed.
"No no no it's not even your fault so dont worry about it. I'm really fine." I side hugged her.
"If you want to talk to anyone, you know that I'm here for you right?"
