Im desperate

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RAVI POV

Three weeks and all I did was Flirt with him..... that's all that I can do now right? But he doesn't even look like he liked it. All he did was ignore me and made a weird face to me. I cant take this any longer. I dont know why I cant tell him about us. I dont understand myself..... I just want him to love me by himself, not by force. But it's taking too long. My heart cant handle this anymore... I need him, seriously. But I feel happy now that his cast had been removed. It's getting better from what I saw....

I closed my diary and went out of my room. "Dad, I'm going out for awhile." I said and went out.

I took a taxi and just asked the driver to go straight and drop me to somewhere quiet. I don't even know where I want to go.... I just want to release my stress. After we reached at some emoty road, the driver turned to me, "You must be stressed? Walk straight ahead, you can have some fun over there."

I gave him the money and climbed down the taxi. I put my headphones on and walked straight as I was told. It was quite scary actually because it was really dark and there were no lights. And there's no building at all, at the side of the road were just forest. As I was walking, I saw a dead end but there's a small 2 story building with nothing but just a heading. It looked like an abandones house.. What's that? I walked closer to see it. Ugh, I forgot to wear my specs again. I squinched my eyes and saw 'Private Nightclub'. My eyes widened.. This was what the uncle told me to go to to release my stress? Ha, I'm so not going. I turned around and bumped into someone.

"Oh... sorry." A guy's voice said.

He was a bit taller than me by a few cm. I just nodded to him.

"You're not going in?" He asked me.

"I'm not supposed to be here either."

"Then why are you here?" He bend down a little to make his face near mine.

He got nice hazel eyes... "Don't know."

"Then you should go in. You won't regret it." He pulled me by my wrist and went in the club.

Loud music went through my ears as we entered in and colorful lights were all over. It's quite big and better looking from inside. How could anyone imagine this to be real? The guy stopped me at the small bar in there and I sat on the chair.

"I... don't drink actually." I said and his eyes widened.

"Why?"

"Why should I?"

"Errr... okay. Then drink cola." He said and whispered something to the bar guy. We waited for the drink for a few minutes and went to sit on the other side. "What's your name by the way?"

"Don't you have a girlfriend? Why are you here with me?" I asked him and drank the cola.

He gaped and looked at me in shock, "This. Is. A. Gay. Night. Club. Who the hell send you here that you don't know a thing? And even if you don't know, can't you see? Gays," he pointed to a gay couple. "gay, gay and lesbians too." He pointed to a lesbian couple.

"I actually just wanted to go somewhere quiet and then I ended up here."

"Okay, cool. Now can you answer me?"

"Ravi." I told him.

"That's your real name?"

"Yeah why?"

"Nothing, just asking. I'm Ricky." He held his hands out to me.

I shook it and just nodded. I drank the whole cup and looked around the place.

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