Guys! I forgot to tell that not all of this are text messages. There will be also a point of view of theirs.
The beginning of the story is after they broke up. Sorry for my wrong grammars, I'm not good at this. Happy reading!
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Zayn: Hello
Perrie: who's this?
Zayn: it's zayn
Perrie: zayn?
Zayn: yes, it's me. I change my number.
Perrie: oh. Okay. Um, why are you texting me by the way? Do you need anything?
Zayn: actually yes... I'm....never mind. I just want to see if you're okay?
Perrie: I'm okay.
Zayn: okay...
Perrie: how about you?
Zayn: I'm good actually.
Perrie: okay. It's good to hear.
Zayn: yeah. Ahh, you're group is doing well.
Perrie: thanks. You too, you're amazing in your new single as a solo artist. Congrats! :)
Zayn: thank you. Do you watch the music video?
Perrie: no not yet. I'm sorry if I haven't watch it, too busy lately
Zayn: No it's fine I understand, you don't have to waste your time to watch it
Perrie: speaking of time, I have to do something with the girls. Great to catch up with you zayn. good night
Zayn: good night perrie
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Perrie's POV
I tossed my phone on the edge of my bed. I lied to him when I said I didn't watch the music video, I watched it honestly many times. And I can't stop myself from watching it over and over again even though it hurts. I also lied that I'm with the girls but actually it's our rest day today so we don't have any events to do. I lied because I'm not ready yet to talk to him or even text him with complete confidence, like nothing happened. I'm still picking up the pieces of me and trying hard to stitch it together. I'm so grateful that the girls are always by my side when the break up happened.
I used to be bold and confident. But now, I'm just using it to cover what I truly felt inside. Yes outside, I smile and sing like I have no problem at all but inside, it felt like a millions of knives were stabbing you all at once.
I'd never thought he will talk to me again after that day. I sigh, and lay down on my bed curling into a ball and pulling my duvet to cover my whole body.
There's a part of me that wants to scream out in joy because we have communication again. But there's also a part of me that makes me sad, because I know we cannot be the same anymore.
After a few minutes, I let myself drift off to sleep where there, you can find peace and anything is possible.
