Perrie's POV
The weather seems to agree with my mood today as I look through the window of my room. The sky turns to grey and clouds started to pour down drops of rain. The sound of it calms me and I think making hot chocolate is perfect.
I get off the bed and walk my way into the small kitchen, after I make myself a hot chocolate I sit on a stool of my mini bar. Sipping the delicious drink complementing the gloomy weather outside.
With nothing to do, I just hum a song, our latest single and it's one of my favorites, 'secret love song'
I put my elbow on the marble counter to support my head leaning against my hand. And my phone is in my other hand, waiting for someone to message or call me.
Zayn. I'm confused why he communicate with me again. Maybe he wants us to be friends but I'm not yet ready. I'm still hurt, I don't even know if he was saying the truth that he miss me. He even wants to see me, yes I would love to meet him again but I'm not sure if I'm going to handle my emotions if I was right in front of him. Maybe I can't control myself and breakdown right there and then, no. I won't let him see me in that state. I must be brave enough to prove that I'm over with him, that I could handle it with confidence.
As I was deep in thought. I heard a knock from the door and I turn around furrowing my brows together, I have no expected visitor to come then who might it be? I stood up and put the mug on the counter and lazily walk towards the door, I take a breath and exhale it as I twist the doorknob to reveal a familiar bloke. I stop dead in my position when I saw him maybe my mouth hang open as my eyes travel on him head to toe.
I thought we stay in silence forever like that but he breaks it.
"Um, hi perrie" he speak and I don't know if it was my imagination that zayn is right here before me.
"Zayn" I said surprised by his appearance. He was there before me soaking under the rain. Embracing himself from the cold.
"Come in," the words came out like a wind before I could stop myself.
"It's okay. I-I just want to see you" my heart thump in my chest as I hear say that and how he shiver in the rain.
"No. Come on in" I demand. I won't let him soak there while I'm inside my house sipping a hot chocolate to warm me. I don't want to be rude. I knew that anytime that this will happen, it's inevitable. And this must be the right time to see and meet him again unexpectedly.
"Is it okay to you? You know I would go if you do-"
"It's fine with me just come in, you're soaking" I open the door wider to let him go in. He reluctantly enter into my house and a sigh escapes from my lips as I lock the door behind me. I just hope this will turn out well.
