BEFORE THE BREAK UP:
Third person POV
Perrie found a letter on the top of her vanity desk in her room. At first she thought it was just a piece of paper and she ignored it but her curiosity strikes and she want to know what is the content of the white envelope.
She take a deep breath and pick the envelope, she sit on the edge of her bed. She feels excited to know what's inside but somehow there's a part of her that makes her anxious but she doesn't know why. To make her feel better, She start to open the envelope and pull out a piece of paper. She unfold it and read,
Dear, Perrie Edwards
Hi love. I hope you read this and hope that you understand. Writing a letter is not my thing but I want to let myself be free of something. You remember the time when we first met? When I first laid my eyes on you, I was captivated by your beauty. But not only beauty, I'm also attracted to your personality. You have a big heart and a wide understanding, you are patient and kind and you keep on listening to me whenever i have problems. You're always with me on my weakest points as well as in my happy ones, you're always there for me and I couldn't be more so happy that you said yes to my proposal. Thank you for trusting me, thank you for everything per, thanking you for those years we had. I won't forget every single moment that we shared. I thank God that I got the chance to meet someone like you, someone so genuine and loving fiancé. But right now, it's time to let go...
Perrie is confused at the same she felt anxious. A knot forming in her stomach just added to the bad feeling she is having right now. Her breathing accelerates and she don't know what to do. Is this from zayn? She thought. This is zayn handwriting no doubt but why this? Why am I getting the feeling he wanna leave this all behind? She take a deep breath and decide to continue reading the letter again.
It's time to let go, it's time to let you go. I know you're confused right now but please you will understand soon. I'm not deserve it, don't get me wrong but this whole relationship is amazing. But I don't deserve you, you deserve someone better, someone stronger, someone who will not leave you. I'm sorry for the fight last night, I wasn't thinking straight. I hurt you emotionally I'm sorry for being a coward, writing to you instead of talking to you in personal. I'm sorry perrie but I need to leave, I want to find myself. I need to be alone for now. Letting you go is hard but it was the best decision that I made. I don't want to cause you trouble anymore and I want to face this alone. I don't want to bring you stress and all. And lastly we both knew this is not gonna work out for us.
I'm sorry. I know you're hating me right now but I deserve the hate. Hate me perrie so I can hate myself too. Saying sorry cannot do anything so just ignore and hate me. Pretend I was not in your life and erase the memories that we had, it's okay with me. I deserve it. But I will always remember you and I will always love you. I need you to forget about me. I guess this is the end for us. But even if this relationship doesn't work out, I won't forget it just as much as I won't forget you.
Take care. I love you
Yours truly, Zayn
A tear drop on the paper as Perrie finish reading the letter. Her vision becomes blurry and her hands is shaking. Then she break into sobs she didn't know she was holding. Why did zayn do this? Why he left me? Thought they were going strong, thought that they were holding on. Many questions are running through Perrie's mind. She felt empty and numb, she look at the engagement ring in her finger. She look at it for a few minutes then she start to pull it out her finger with force. Once she pull it out she look at it again and she walk to the window, she open it and suddenly a cool wind brush past her face. She ignore the chilly temperature and she look at the ring once again. She grip at it tight with her hand then she held it with her fore finger and thumb, she look out the window, at first she decide against it but her anger fueled her to do it. She look to the ring one last time then she throw it out into the pool.
She shout his name and she keep shouting her heartache out of her lungs while crying for a brief moment. She keep on rambling until she was calm. She close the window, walking back to her bed and plop down. She look to the letter, she kick it until it fall to the floor.
Maybe it was for the best, Perrie thought. The spaces between them keep getting deeper and they don't know when it could be any better.
Perrie cried herself to sleep that night.
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