12:02 am realizing.

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I'm 'gonna have to say the words I don't like, aren't I?

Momma told me this because she knew I was strong, but I didn't believe in myself.
Nine fucking years of banging my head and stretching my body until red blisters appeared from the broiling water from the shower on my back.

I just haven't realized it yet.
I'm 'gonna have to say the words I don't like,
aren't I?

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