Unbroken (BoyXBoy)

Seven7️⃣

(Jahnie in the multi-media💗🤗)

Wednesday night, still
Let me just calm down I just still can't believe this he wants to know if I'm 100 percent down for him before he's willing to have sex but he's out here running my business this is some bullshit and I don't even have anyone to talk to about it but that's my fault

As i thought this it came to me that I should tell Jahnie. It was as good a time as any considering it wasn't really a secret anymore.

So that's what I decided to do to tell Jahnie, everything. Until I saw this...

J👫💞: I kinda like you Jason, 💘 I have for a while and I can't believe I'm even saying this bc guys are usually so annoying and they do things that make me want to like run away from them but it's like you do the total opposite

J👫💞: So how do you feel about us 👀😋

Wtf I swear my life is breaking into pieces how am I supposed to tell her I don't like her that I don't even like females I don't want to hurt her I should probably tell her in person

Thursday, 3rd period
I see Jahnie notice me from the bleachers. She had a look of discontent. Probably because I had left her on read after she poured her heart out. I make the decision to take this process a step at a time. Three steps were in mind.

1. Take a deep breath then lead her somewhere private
2. Take another deep breath then rip the bandage off
3. Answer her question or explain because I know she won't believe me

I approach her and mark the start of my plan. I just extended my hand to her and nothing else. Had I have said any words it would've been taken the wrong way.

But I knew if I just looked at her she be curious to know what my face was saying. I lead her into the corridor.
Deep breath, end of step one.

I detached my hand from hers and for a moment I just looked at her. I examined as many of her physical details as I could. From her small feet to every curl on her head. I wanted to remember her in case she didn't handle my little secret too well. I continued to stare in silence until she spoke.

"Why did you bring me out here Jason? And why are you looking at me like that? If you don't like me you didn't have to do all this just say it...."

Before she could squeeze in another word I uttered the words... " I'm Gay, Okay."
Deep breath, end of step two

Now she looked at me how I was her prior to my confession. Once again there was silence. Again she spoke first.

"You don't have to lie to me either. I can't believe you really just lied about being gay instead of being straight forward with me. Next thing you know you'll be saying you have a boyfriend."

She waited for my response, with her arms crossed.

I knew she wouldn't believe me what tf did I say well think I read people like hooked on phonics 📚🤓 I swear but now it's time for step three

I take my final deep breath.

"I'm not lying to you. I really am gay I just never said anything. And people never really suspected anything either because I don't fit gay stereotypes. Stereotypes such as, liking feminine colors or dressing a certain way or being dramatic. The list can go on but I've been gay I just didn't feel it was the right time in my life to tell everyone. I'm really not lying, not everything is about you Jahnie. Of all things to lie about just to avoid telling you I don't feel like that about you why would I lie about being gay.🤔 "

"Oh than I'm sorry for accusing you. I just can't believe that I've known you for so long and you never said anything. To me, of all people your best friend. I could see if you waited to tell Alex or something but Me I just don't know how to feel. But at least now I guess we could talk about cute guys. If you're down?"

"Well.... You see I actually have a boyfriend sorta so I'm not really down right now." I say while trying to avoid eye contact.
"Omfg Who?" So I take my last breath once again and say, "Victor Hernandez"

Jahnie covered her mouth in disbelief and shock. I nod my head at her and explain the whole story including Monday night and Kyle.

When we re-enter the gym, I feel closer to her. I also feel like this burden has been taken off my shoulders. Since I was feeling so good especially after last night😒 I decided to tell my mom. Nothing could kill my mood, and she seemed to being doing so well from treatment. But I was going to wait to tell Alex tho. Not because he's homophobic or anything but because he might think that I liked him or something. I'm just not ready to deal with my boy's stupidity, that might just dim my mood.

Around 4:30pm that day
While waiting for my mommy to come home, I binge a little while texting Jahnie.

J👫💞: So how do you think she'll take it?

Me👑: IRDK shes usually here by now I'm wondering where she is I'm just trying to get this done you know

J👫💞: probably just traffic or something

Me👑: omg I hope I'm getting nervous now

J👫💞: Just try to think of something else than like your closet goals or college idk

As I try to take her advice, while stuffing takis in my mouth all I can think to myself is...

How is this going to go?
What will she say?
Should I tell her about Vic?
And what about Vic, wtf?

As I submerge myself into my thought I hear the door open. In walks my mom, I run over to hug her.

"Hey, how was your day?" I say as I walk her into the house. She has a very flat look on her face. "We have to talk Jason, come sit." I look at her in confusion, " What a coincidence I was going to say the same thing. What's up?"

"Well Jason, my treatment was going so so good, but not anymore. They say I'm going to have to reconsider not wanting the experimental surgery."

I feel my eyes getting heavy but I hold back my tears. "You're going to do it right?" I knew she could hear the sorrow in my voice.

"I don't know, Mìjo. I just don't know if I can take it anymore." She begins to cry.

"So what happens if you don't get any kind of treatment at all?" I continue to hold back my tears.

"Well the tumor will grow until I get cancer then I don't know from there."

So I know this update was long over due I just really had to get my shit together I'll never have y'all wait like this again I promise School was just killing me and I couldn't let my grades slip near the end of the quarter I could go on and on with excuses but I won't
So....
What do you think Jason's mom will do?

Wtf do you think will happen with Vic especially after the Kyle drama?

And don't forget this is all happening in one week so
Have you had a crazy ass week recently?

Much love, Slutgod💟