I'm Not Okay

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It's almost 3 months of school and it all going well. I'm seeing my besties everyday and my grades are good then the other important thing is I see him like 3 times in a day, and it makes me happy even he doesn't know that I love him. But, I haven't told the boys about this and I decided to tell Kurt today after school at Breadstix.

Rachel : Kurt, how about we have some times together at Breadstix? 

Kurt : Sure! But when? 

Rachel : Right now, I should tell you something..

Kurt : Ah, alrighty, let's go then

At Breadstix 

Kurt : So what do you want to tell me, sweetie?

Rachel : I don't know how to say, but I love someone at school and he is popular

Kurt : Gee, who is the lucky guy?

Rachel : It's Finn, Hudson. And I need your sassy advice

Kurt : RACHEL! NO YOU CAN'T LIKE HIM

Rachel : Why Kurt? Aren't you supposed to be supportive as my bestie?

Kurt : But, Rach, He is my step brother. His mom married with my Dad since the 3rd grade of Junior High School and he doesn't want to tell his friends that I'm his step bro because I'm gay and he's a jock. But that's all because he aren't ready yet

Rachel : What? Why didn't you tell me that you have step brother? It's pretty hurt for me because he is such a bad guy

Kurt : I'm so sorry Rach, but that's the truth even he's not really that bad

Rachel : I think I should go home now

Kurt : Rachel please let me take you home

Rachel : It's ok Kurt, I can go home by myself

Tomorrow at school :

It's math class and I still can't forget about my conversation with Kurt because it really hurts me. I can't focus on what teacher says but I still can do the questions. I've been thinking all day long about him and it kinda waste my time so I stop thinking about him. 

At the school cafetaria : 

Blaine : Hey! Why are you here it's not even lunch time

Rachel : Nothing Blainey , I just need to be alone for awhile..

Blaine : It's ok, I get it.............

Blaine keeps talking but suddenly my eyes just stare to a boy in the corner, that's him. I don't even listen to Blaine words. Until Blaine moves his hand in front of my face. 

Blaine : Hey are you sick? Your eyes seem unfocus and blank

Rachel : No Blaine, I'm okay. I want to buy orange juice to refresh my mind

Blaine : Let me get it for you

After school I always have a time to listen to music to make me happy bit not this time. 

Why this shuffle brings me sad songs, I don't need those sad songs but then the song "Can't Fight This Feeling"  comes along and all I can think is Finn. 

Oh Finn, why are you always in my mind, why can't you get out for awhile 

But, then the lyrics is so about my feeling for him, maybe it's true, I can't fight this feeling anymore. 

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So guys this is the end of Part 3, Let's take a look for Part 4 :D



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