Bullied by The Pack //Bajancanadian

Chapter 31- Tell Mitch.

Chelsea
So Christmas went by and it's also 2016. Everything went too quickly if I say so myself but it was the best day ever, even if I was stuck in a room with a Christmas tree, yay, but also Molly. Mitch got me a gift which was nice, and Simon got me something beautiful.

I love Mitch, I don't think I can change that. I seriously need to get my facts right because I can tell I'm leading Simon on which is gonna break him if I continue this way. Never there is a good time for these things, never a time to get the adrenaline to just get up and say it.

I decide to go out to the park with Lola. The poor thing hasn't been out for a few days apart from in the garden so it's nice to get some air myself and for her too.

While I walk I thought about how lucky I am to be where I am even though the 'feud' between me and Mitchell has brought everything down to a gloomy level to be honest. But I love him and I seriously can't deny that. Most of us in the house are now 21 years old so yes, love is the RIGHT term. I can't be with anyone else but him and I can feel it.

So when do I tell Mitch? When I get home? Yes! This sounds stupid and so unrealistic to do but if I don't do it when I'm motivated then I'll never do it. So yes, as soon as I step through the door. Plus, if I wait I could lead Simon on even further. I'm not doing that. I can't do that.

I continue to walk, letting Lola Exuse herself into the grass (ew) but it's life! We poop too. Enough poop talk seriously I'm going to throw up. I'm so stressed about telling Mitch this thing I've been holding inside of me that I'm losing the motivation? Just think about Simon and how I can lead him on, I have to do this noww. I set home before I lose all cope and strength to drag myself to his door.

I knock on his door, as I hear shuffling and a turn of the doorknob as well as my shaky breath. I look up to see his face greet me with a hello.

"We need to talk."
"Chelsea-"
"No, If I don't do this now I never will bring myself to tell you again. I'll only take a second. I only came to tell you that I still love you, so much even though you hurt me I cannot control my feelings, it's painful to watch you so distant from me and not even being friends at this point. I love you Mitch, that's all I came to say." I blurted out, not realising who else was behind the door.

Maddison
I heard the speech whilst looking outside the window, Mitchell is taken love. This stupid girl shouldn't even try, she's worthless. I'm the only one who can make people love me, and once I do that. I'll break their hearts.

Chelsea sprinted away after seeing me asMitch turned towards me. "I'm glad you got rid of Molly." He says and I smile. Molly is my sister, always had to be the 'best' at everything. We were both evil and I had enough of her taking the spotlight. It's my turn to shine.

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What's Maddison gonna do?
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Who's still on team Chelsea and Mitch?
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-Peace 🙈🙉