The BEASTS inside me

The extent of my abilities

Text from tori
Yo, you know I said I would watch the new episode of supernatural later. Yeah, well here's the thing I ended up watching it and not getting ready but I am getting ready now, so don't worry I'll be there soon.

Okie Dokie just please don't watch another episode as I want someone to help me go through this and I have chosen you so feel lucky. Just saying this kinda reminds me of teen wolf like you being kinda like stiles and me being Scott of course.
I was wandering around my room wondering what to wear to the woods as it has been raining today, I ended up just putting on some black clothes as usual. Whilst waiting for the text from Tori saying that she's on her way I decided to put on my PlayStation to play a game but I ended up watching some program on it.

*20 minutes later*
Buzz Buzz
Yo, I'm on my now, just waiting for a bus. So you better be ready when I get to yours.😑

Okie Dokie, I will be as I've been basically ready for 20 minutes now. All I have to is brush my hair and teeth as well as getting my shoes on. So see you a bit. 😁

As I'm brushing my teeth I start examining my facial details from my smallest freckle to my ocean blue eyes, each part of me I'm slowly moving my hand across my features I even touched my ears they are still small like elf ears I've always had. As I'm looking at myself in the mirror so intense but all I can see is myself but all I can think is that something has to be different or that there's something that I've never paid attention to. As far as I can see on my face nothing is different. Then I relised that my once electric blue on the left side and jet black on the right side has became two streaks of the tint one of black and one of the blue which is from the colours I use to have as well as that there are no signs of the bleach that I used to keep the blue in my hair. As I look at the change in my hair all I can think is the effort I had put to not be blonde to not be this mouse blonde colour. All I can think is if I would be able to tint my hair again. Shaking my head, all I can think is that I need to finish getting ready to meet Tori and find out what the fuck is it I can do.
So I quickly brushed my hair then put it in a scruffy bun, then grabbed my doc martens and put them on quickly. I put a blanket and left to meet Tori at black tree woods.

I could see Tori waiting by the entrance of the wood listening to her music whilst being on her phone scrolling through stuff. In a quick second, I run up to Tori so quiet that neither of us even realized that I was behind her, which ended with both of us on the ground.

"you bitch, why did you do that. it hurt, there was no reason for you to do that," she kept on hitting me until she was satisfied with the pain she has endured me to have for running into her.

"Ouch, that really hurt, not only did I also ended up on the floor, this stranger that looks so much like my best friend just attacks me and called me a bitch," all I could do is laugh at the fact that I thought I was extremely funny. After I calmed myself down I decided to explain myself of what just happened.  "but on another note, I didn't exactly mean for that to happen..."

"then what exactly did you mean to do, storm?" 

"I was just about to tell you, well I was going to sneak behind you and try to scare ya but it didn't go to plan as apparently I have super speed in some sort of way and I didn't really realise until I ran into you," I sheepishly smile at her hoping that she believes what I am saying is the truth as it is.

"So basically you can run extremely fast as well as turning into a bloody wolf, I wonder what else you could do but one thing for sure you ain't turning me into a werewolf that's for sure as I'm going to be the Stiles to your Scott as how we see them as friends." I help her up and made sure she wasn't dirty. then we carried on walking into the woods. when we got further into the woods where no one goes. I quickly start to take my clothes off.

"Woah, Woah, Woah, I know we're friends and all but I definitely just want to be mates, storm."

"I'm not stripping for you I'm taking my clothes off so that I don't ruin them, duh, I want to know if I can change into a wolf anytime or is it like the myths where I can only change on a full moon as well as when you are meant to be 18 but obvious the second one is wrong as it happened before I've turned 18 as I'm still 17 but also I think the first one is also wrong as it happened during the day but I don't exactly know if it was a full moon that night as I ended up being asleep throughout the night."

"So it's more of the question is if you can turn whenever you want or if it's more evolved around your emotions being extreme or both. If it is about your emotions being quite extreme that would be a problem for you as you are naturally are highly emotional which would mean you would need to get your emotions under controlled or else you are going to cause yourself trouble which is a bad thing altogether."

So I concentrated on how i felt that day and how it made me feel but I couldn't remember all that I could remember is the excruciating pain at the time. As well as Tori's eyes on me which is making me uncomfortable. So this is going to take longer than I wanted it to be but I've got nothing to do today but I don't know about Tori but at the same time she seems to be interested in seeing what I can do more than I am so I don't think she has anywhere to be today.

"Storm are you going to do it or not, I'm getting bored here." she sounds a bit annoyed and impatient when she said that but I can't blame her though I would be the same if I was her when you get dragged out to have to wait for your mate to turn into a wolf its a bit strange and cold.

"I'm trying but I don't really know how to do it I've tried to but I don't really know what I was feeling at the time all I can remember was the pain that it was giving me at the time. When you have so much pain from your bones breaking and reforming over again as well as growing body parts that you have never had, let alone the fact my skin fell off and my eyes fell out as well as my teeth and hair. Do you know what's that when you don't like your teeth being out of your mouth as well as your hair colour completely changing it's unnatural."

 I kinda started to bawl my eyes out from saying it out loud all of this is just so confusing what is a young adult meant to do with all this i was just to get college and school out of the way and somehow get a job in what I've been passionate about but now I have to somehow figure this out.

Then suddenly I started to feel that same pain that I had described before but it feels less painful like I'm getting use to it, like is becoming normal. Why is that? Why am I getting use to it? What am meant to do with this information. Now I can turn my hand into paws and grow a tail when my emotions heightened which is nearly all of the time.