I feel it i know that im all fucked up.
Its to the point to where every time i try to cry and be emotional its like my other side is like no its not ok to be emotional pull your shit together. like even when i cut i can't stay emotional without feeling like if I do I am going to end my life or someone around me. im fucked up you know you can feel it in your heart when deep down you know there is shut wrong.
