Wow I just re read some of your love messages and it really made me burst out in tears. I just fully realized that I'm deeply in love and will always be deeply in love. And I was scared to be with you because I didn't want anything bad to happen while we were together to where we would have to break up, but now it's to the point to where I don't want to be anywhere but with you. I don't care if I have to go through hell and back to be with you I will do whatever it takes to spend my life with you, because you have completed me more than I can bring myself to tell you. Its like you are the 7 continents to my bid sphere of ocean, you are the air to my lungs the thoughts that run through my brain. You are what makes me completely me. And I love every feeling you make me feel, because almost 100% of the time it's nothing but good feelings that I feel and that's ever since I've met you 4 1/2 years ago sigh. I really just wish I could explain how happy and complete you make my life and I really want to spend my life with you and if there is an after life I want to spend that with you too. Because I love you
