Anesthesia

Chapter 3

A/N: third chapter of yeah hope you guys liked the last one and like I said I'd update more frequently. :)

Emily's p.o.v

Please God give me hope. I was thinking this the closer Harry got to me. I hope we wouldn't bring up last night.

"Hey for a little girl you sure do walk fast," he said gasping for air. I chuckled and continued walking.

"So why were you calling my name?" I asked.

"I wanted to walk with you," he said walking beside me.

"Okay," was all I said. We walked silently to school and I could tell he wanted to talk about last night but didn't want to mention it.

"Go on, ask away," I said not being able to handle the awkwardness.

"About what?"

"Last night," I said, he was trying to act dumb.

"Oh I was trying to avoid that subject, I didn't know if you wanted to talk about it." He said shoving his hands in his pockets.

"Trust me your not the only one who wants to avoid the subject," I said.

"So why do you want to talk about it?" He asked.

"You ask to many questions," I said to him.

"Sorry," he said.

"It's fine, but to answer your question its because I know your dying to talk my ear off about last night." I said to him. We were almost at school so he couldn't talk about much.

"Well first off does this happen often?"

"Yeah sometimes two or three nights a week is when he gets physical but its every night when he comes home drunk. The nights when he doesn't abuse us he just shouts or throws stuff." I said to Harry. He nodded his head and wanted to ask another question but was interrupted by our friends coming towards us.

Amber noticed my down mood and asked what was wrong. I just shook it off and didn't say anything. We went about our days and we didn't really talk much which was weird because we were all so talkative even when they know about rough nights, they usually try to make me forget. I think it's about Harry, it would be awkward to talk about with him around listening about our personal lives. I've noticed that he's been getting a lot of female attention {mostly by the sluts of our school} he just ignores them.

We had lunch and it was probably the most awkward thing ever. We just stared at each other, even Kayde wasn't talking, which wasn't normal at all. Harry and I locked eyes and it looked like he wanted to say something but didn't. 

"What?" I asked annoyed a little that he kept staring at me. Kayde and Amber looked up and started watching Harry. He obliviously was shy that the attention was all on him but he said, 

"I wanted to ask you something, but don't worry about it, " He said. 

"What is it?" I asked,. 

"Don't worry about it," Harry said reassuringly. I stared at him but dropped the subject and we went back to having and awkward conversation until the bell rang and we separated rushing to get to class. I hated not being able to talk to my friends about last night, I would but I don't know how Harry would react saying as he's probably never been around this kind of situation. His family is to perfect. 

I went to my sixth hour class and prayed that it would go by fast so it would be last hour then the end of the day. 

Luckily God answered my prayers and school was over in the blink of an eye. Harry and I got packed up without any words and he walked out with me. Kayde and Amber invited me over to their house and accepted it since I wanted to talk to them. They had a shared apartment, crazy I know, but their parents had money coming out of their asses. Sometimes I envied but I wouldn't let our friendship get ruined by a stupid jealousy. Plus their parents knew about the issue and helped me out a bit. Their families were like one big family I wish I had. They also have kids for Mikey to play with and they are actually friends. 

Harry I could tell was disappointed until Kayde invited him over and his whole face lit up. I glared at Kayde and Amber did to but he ignored it. Harry accepted and they walked away. Harry and I walked together to Mikey's school to pick him up. Mikey was always excited to see Kayde and Amber so if he had a down day I knew that this would cheer him up. 

"It was really awkward today," Harry said walking next to me. 

"Yeah I know," I said trying to avoid conversation with him. 

"I'm sorry about that," He said. I was confused but I knew that he felt like it was awkward because of him. 

"It's okay they just didn't know if you knew so when we get to their apartment they'll probably tell you," I said. He just nodded and we got to Mikey's school and they haven't been let out yet so we waited outside. When the last bell of the day rung kids came rushing out of the doors. Some stared at us and when we say Mikey come out he came running towards us. 

"Hey Mikey how was school?" 

"It was good," He said. I nodded and we walked out of the school. He got excited when he figured out we were going to Kayde and Amber place. Harry smiled at his happiness and how Mikey would wine because we wouldn't be walking fast enough. 

When we arrived at their place Mikey knocked on the door loud enough to wake Russia and hard enough I'm sure he could have broken his knuckles. Amber opened the door and was tackled by Mikey. She laughed and he went and tackled Kayde who was playing video games. I knew it was going to be a good night.