!NOT REWRITING BUT EDITING A LOT OF THINGS!

chapter:2 what have I done

"watch it" I warned I heard people gasp as someone dares come near me "or what" he retorted the glint in his eyes full of mischief and lust? is he gay no he isn't it's probably from the mischief he's up to "okay you little shit do you know who I am? or do I have to write it down for you"I snarled he smirked okay whats this guy fucking up to is he new or something it does seem like it and now that I think of it I haven't seen him before I know everyone's face in this school and it's a big school so even though I would have seen his face anywhere and he would be petrified if he new who I am and would be sorry for running into me "no, no I dont enlighten me dear asshole of who you are" I heard ohs and ahs as he insulted me "you little fucker are messing with the wrong person I wouldn't be all high and mighty if I were you I could easily break you in half with my bare hands" I smirked surly he should be scared now but no he didn't even flinch let alone blink "try me" he said I tried as hard as I could to not fucking kill him but my brain got the better of me and I grabbed his throat lifting him off the ground by two feet and he was pretty much muscle so I guess people were scared as I heard more people gasp "now see I told you I could break you but let see what happen's when I throw you across the hall and stomp on your ribs i want to hear the sound of you're bones cracking "I cackled feeling the power in me grow from the strength I never let anyone see my strength so I guess people get to see the real me angry, mean,coldhearted, hateful, powerful "HA! you call that scary I've seen a kitten scarier than you"he said it with a smile adding to fire he made of me "you know what I dont have time for this you little fucking piece of shit!" I spat at him I threw him down on the floor I looked around all most all of the people are gone by now but having people staying here and filming me and just wanting some drama to spill "watch it newbie I dont like people and I certainly dont like you now"he looked at me I looked at him as his raven black hair fell into his face I swear he had lust in his eyes a shiver ran down my spine as he looked threw his hair what the hell my own purple hair in my face they allow colored hair here im glad I like this color I walked away from him "yeah I'll watch it if you watch you're mouth"he said I shrugged and walked to my next history with miss floler I walked into the doors of my class "ah mister jade good you could join us now where's you're pass" she asked me I shrugged once again showing I didn't care "okay detention on Friday" she smiled she just loves to hurt teenagers doesn't she well at least I dont have anything better to do as I sat down I heard the door open "mister jace Evans lost on the first day huh well you're in the right place then aren't you okay class listen up this is jace Evans he's from" she paused a moment to ask where's he from "Florida" I heard him say and by god I swear I almost sucker punched him square in the face for it was that cocky bastard from earlier he pisses me off so much "okay then mister evans would you kindly sit down" she pointed out thats when I realized that the only seat open was was right next to me I cursed "fucking...hell" I muttered he looked me dead in the eyes for the first time since we meet he seems.....crazy like in those eyes it's hard to explain it's like there's this a beast wanting to be let free and kill anything and anyone in its wake but he has something else what's it lust, hate no not hate,love god how I hate that word how could anyone love? it's so what's the word ah gross and if you're wondering about my sexuality im gay yeah fucking deal I had a boyfriend before but one night that awful fucking night I cant fucking forget

*FLASHBACK TO 1 YEAR AGO*

"come on it'll be fun my boyfriend rain said "I dont k-know it sounds dangerous"I replied im not that big into party's to much going on to many people "its just a party what could go wrong" were the words he said but I didn't know he was going to gang bang me he had this party all planned all along he had friends it was just a big sick joke he was a jock I was an emo big cliche mix so he was just dating me to mix with my feeling's and crush me we arrived at one of the popular people's party or whatever you know those party's were cups on the lawn music blaring you know the usual stuff at a party so we walk to the door rain holding my hand I'm blushing madly at the contact he's giving me rain knocks on the door opening it was one of his friend's mason "hey rain dude welcome see you brought you're little boyfriend" he slurred his words a little but I knew he really doesn't like me nobody likes me but oh well or fags for that matter "yeah I did I thought we should have a little 'fun'" he winked at me I felt my face heat up agin and for sure I knew I was blushing a beet red. knowing he's meaning do 'it' with me but I didn't know it was rape so now we are dancing having fun but then I lost rain I looked around but I didn't see him suddenly im blindfolded with a gag put into my mouth im terrified I know nobody would think twice for the lonely emo kid or they were drunk but I bet they wouldn't even help if they were sober "shh" I hear someone whisper into my ear it was scary yet familiar yet foreign to me the person carried me up the stairs I hear a door being opened "well I got the fag what do you want to do with him" I heard the guy carrying me say then I realize its mason. what is going on?! that is the only thing running in my mind "hmm remember 'fun' mason" another guy said and that voice its it cant be r-rain can it no he loves me the only person to ever love me suddenly the blindfold gets yanked off of my face "hi babe nice seeing you" the only thing rational for me is to cry so I cry and sob uncontrollably "aww its okay jade were just having fun" he takes the gag out of my mouth "w-why, why are you d-doing this?!" I shakily say "why? well of course I didn't and dont love another guy I'm not.A.FAG!" he spits "but why you kissed me and said you love me it was all just a sick joke" he laugh's at the obvious "exactly fag" he slaps my cheek leaving a mark indefinitely I feel the sting as I cry out-

*BACK TO PRESENT DAY*

"MISTER ARAGON!!" I hear miss floler yell realizing I was day dreaming "good I got you're attention would you like to answer the question?" she asked "what question?" I respond a little on the hateful side "oh well detention than jade be here after school today okay mister Evans would you like to answer" jace looked at miss floler then to the board