Jones ( A Jaden and Willow Story )

chapter six

POV- Willow

LUST

WANT

LONGING

ITS ALL THE SAME IN MY DREAMS

A NEED

TO FEEL HER ARMS AROUND ME

TO TASTE HER LIPS ON MINE

TO SMELL HER SCENT ON MY OWN SKIN

BUT MY DREAMS ARE ONLY DREAMS

A NEED

FOR MY DREAMS TO COME TRUE

FOR MY LOVE BE NEAR

FOR MY ANGEL TO RESCUE ME FROM THE MONSTER I CALL LONELINESS

FOR MY ANGEL TO SAVE ME

OR ELSE SHE MIGHT END UP TRYING TO SAVE HERSELF

FROM THE NEEDS I HAVE FOR HER

I ONLY DO THESE THINGS BECAUSE I NEED HER

AND I KNOW SHE NEEDS ME

AND SO WE WILL SAVE EACH OTHER

FROM THE NEED

The poem startles me. His work has been getting graphic lately. He's downstairs at the moment, talking to his therapist/counselor. She's about his age. She has braces, but is pretty faced and just a little darker than me. Her eyes are a gorgeous shade of light brown. She and Jae actually get along, and he's very fond of her and looks forward to her visits. I guess you could consider her a friend, or I guess, his only friend. Her name is Samya. I jog downstairs to see how it's going, she rushed right over this morning after hearing about Jaes breakdown yesterday morning. I check in on them.

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POV- jaden

"Did screaming at your dad make you feel any better?" Samya asks.

" not really." I answer

" then why do it? There's so many other things you could do that might actually make you feel better about the situation." she says. I sigh.

" I don't have control over it." I say.

She seems to have given up on it because we've been going in circles for the last hour. Her whole demeanor has changed. She takes both my hands into hers.

" jaden, they will never understand you. So if you do things like that outburst yesterday they won't get that it's not you." she says. I nod.

" so try, okay? All I want you to do is try,okay?" she asks. I nod. I am suddenly mesmerized by her eyes. They were gorgeous gentle brown orbs. I shift in my seat, uncomfortable at the new feeling which was moving an odd warmth through my whole body. Whatever is happening to me at this moment, I like it, but it's new to me, and I don't like surprises. Her hands travel from my fingertips to my palms, then slowly up my arms. The hairs on the back of my neck were on end. Still, she continued up to my chin, and leaned forward. Instinctively, I lean in too until the door jiggled, nearly scaring me out of my skin.

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POV- Willow

" Willow! Jones is here!" mom calls.

" coming!" I yell back.

I rush downstairs to the front door.

" hey." she says.