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Chapter 5

Rachels pov

When I walk through the front door, i notice how clean the house. Well compared from the last time i was here, when i trashed the house.

Anyways i walk up the stairs and touch the doorknob to my bedroom. I suddenly remember that the last time i touched this doorknob, i was locking it. So that nobody could save me from killing myself.

I guess that plan didn't work, i obviously alive now. Wait wait wait! How did somebody save me if the door was locked, nobody knows where i keep the keys to my bedroom.
Then i remember I told one person on this whole planet where all the keys to this house was.

And that person was Finn.

But why would he want to save my life, he has been ignoring me lately.
I don't understand what we are anymore, but if he was the one who saved me, i don't know what i would do the next time i see him.

Anyways, back to reality i slowly turn the doorknob to my bedroom remembering what i was doing the last time i was in this room.

I was trying to kill myself, and i remember glass from picture frames and vases every where. I remember that i had stepped on glass as well as i was walking to the bathroom for my suicide.

Anyways, once i walk into my bedroom i notice the wall. They are not bright pink anymore, but a light blue. Im so glad i don't have to see those miserable pink walls that will remind me of my suicide attempt.
The next thing i notice is the new window seat that is a light blue color as well. There is also a little coffee table and chairs. Oh my god! Theres also a new makeup table filled with the newest and latest MAC makeup! Its all so cute!

Who could it be?!?
Oh yeah, its got to be kurt, he has great fashion sense.

I look around my new bedroom slowly and notice the biggest change, my closet. Its filled with clothes that i always wished i could own and wear.

I cant believing what I'm seeing, so i blink twice. And I'm still seeing the same thing. I jump up and down with happiness and look through all of my new clothes, shoes, scarves, and beanies.

I never knew that my friends could love me so much. I cont wait until i show up to school on Monday. (Its Saturday)