White Wolf: Inspire Me

Chapter 10

"You need to leave. I've made up my mind." I said crossing my hands over my chest.

He can't stay here, it'll destroy me. I can't even look at him without tears coming into my eyes.

He broke me after fixing me.

"I'm not leaving and nothing you say or do will change that." He walked towards me but I flinched back, and he stopped. His eyes showed that he was hurt and I could tell he felt sorry.

"Please don't come near me. I don't want to forgive you because if I do I'll fall for you and you have a mate." I stepped back giving us some space but he just shook his head.

"Stop, that's not true. Well it's true but it's not what you think. Let me tell you the story. Your dad lied."

"Yeah I know." I said scoffing. He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.

He looked hurt, almost as much as me. But it might be an act, after all he's a good actor.

"No please sit down and talk to me." I looked him over, thinking this through. Maybe I should let him explain to me. But maybe I shouldn't, after all I don't really know what is a lie and the truth.

"Promise.." My voice broke and I cleared my throat fighting off the tears. "Promise that you won't lie to me."

His eyes softened and he reached for me, but again I flinched back and shook my head. I wasn't going to let him touch me, ever again.

I walked to the couch and sat down, prepared to yell at him when needed. I guess I've prepared myself for things like this, always expecting it from people.  After all people are just here to hurt each other, never trust anyone.

Fuck trust. Fuck people who always ruin trust.

"Okay, first off I was sent here by your dad. But I didn't need money for my mate. That was a lie. I came here because I need a place to stay and your dad offered me a million dollars for each month." Sounded like something my father would do. Waste money on someone he doesn't know. "And my job required time, and always being on the move never gave me that. I'm sorry I lied to you about being here all my life."

"You mean lying to me about everything. I probably don't even know your age!"

"I'm 23, you knew that. Anyway back to what I was saying. When you got here I immediately liked you. You were stunning and you walked with confidence, only not in a cocky way. Who wouldn't be attracted to that! And you were so closed off, I wanted to get to know you. I've always felt an attraction towards you.  And I know you feel it too."

"That was before I knew you had a mate." I snap at him he shook his head.

"You don't even know who my mate is!" He yelled at me standing up.

"It doesn't matter who it is, that fact is you have one! And I thought it was that girl who came here and 'stole all your stuff?!?'" I yelled making quotation marks with my fingers.  He gave a humorless chuckle.

"Im pretty sure it does matter who my mate is but no, she is not my mate. " he stalked closer to me until we were inches away from each other.

"Why does it matter if I'm not her?" I yelled standing up on the tip of my toes so I could be closer to his face to yell. Yes I know, I'm dramatic.

"Because you are her! You are the one person in the world I can't live without! Does that and you feel any different then what you just felt moments ago? Do you feel special now? " He hissed in my face.