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it was a normal day until 9:36 p.m on 27th may 2015.
it was the most beautiful feeling. i can't explain what i had felt in that moment.
so we were discussing about songs over whatsapp. suddenly, he sent an audio followed by a text "without you".
my heart skipped a beat. i didn't know how to react. a thunderstorm in my veins. summersaults of intestines in stomach. drooling in head.
each body part had responded to the text and still i sat there clueless as to what should i say. finally i texted back gathering my thoughts back "without me what?"
blue ticks. heart racing at supersonic speed. typing. heart racing at the speed of light.
"without you <3 i cannot be without you"
i decided to play the audio and it was then i realized without you was the name of the song he had sent me. damn.
i thought i had made a fool out of myself and what bullshit have i done.
soon i realized what he texted back was not a part of the lyrics. heart beats faster and there's a race in my body.
a race in which my own rbc's are competing with more rbc's. everything inside me was running. physically nobody could see the turbulance
i was going through. this is what i wanted the very first day. this is what had clicked.
those big long paragraphs on how it had felt different when he saw me and how scared he is that i may leave. i said i'm here to stay. i'm not going.
it felt magical. all of it was too good to be true. no its a joke- i told myself. i texted him around 2 in morning that i feel all this is a joke.
it happened. right then it happened.
he wrote " i love you phoebe. will you be mine please?"
i did a little dance in my head after reading it.
texted back "yes i will"
wish i didn't. how i wish things could've went the other way around.
we decided to meet in the evening and talk on how we should go about things.
with all the temporary happiness and excitement, i went to sleep.
had i known the smile would turn to tears, i wouldn't have let this happen. i wish i knew. i wish.
quoting my all time favorite book tfios " apparently, the world my friend is not a wish granting factory."
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