It was a rainy afternoon that day and some of the students are going home. Here I am at the shed waiting for the vehicle to ride me home.And then I was looking up in the sky watching those raindrops pouring down my face then suddenly I saw Evan with yunnie holding each other hands with the happy smile in their faces. I try asking my self why I am hurting like this .
*Fuckithurtssodamnmuchbaby*
And as I got home I directly jumped off on my bed and cry it out loud and saying to my self this could be the last time I'm going to cry with that boy but I'm that so weird telling myself to moved on if he doesn't even mine. Hahhaha.
The next day I feel so horrible. Damnit ' my bestfriend rhia was keep On asking me what's wrong with me so I can't help myself and told her all about that guy I was deeply inlove with.
I do have instinct that she might told it to Evan because they used to be Bestfriends in their Elementary days. I just want someone else know what I feel cause I could feel it will burst any time that I'll go right away to him and tell him everything.
I'll wrote again tomorrow
*It was a very pleasant night and I have nothing to do*
