I got home so early because I have nothing to do. As I enter home I quickly changed my clothes and stuffs then after that I go out and feel the air outside the house. I was so amazed to all dragon fly flying above me. Everytime they stopped at the orchids. I'm so deliberately want to catch them one by one. after a minutes I got a lot of them and I put it on my little can. I talk to them and I know someone who probably think that Im crazy. Then after that I whisper them a mission and that is they will going to tell evan of what I feel and about if we can still be together. Then I set them all free. And I wished it will come true at the perfect and a right time.
Later that moment I got inside my room and send a text to my group mate a quotes that connect what I feel that time.
Music on and Ignore the world I spend my whole afternoon listening to music and feels like relieved my stress .
I just wonder what does he have that I fall for him that hard or maybe I was just like that I fall so hard and I can't resist it even in my elementary days I fall for Kenn it was 3yrs. and a half that I admire him . it happens since grade 4 that he go to me right away and please me if I could copy him to those lessons that maam liberty teachs us and with that I feel like I saw my the one but I was wrong. He just using me and I don't why I let him fooling me around urgg!!
