▶A Step Closer To Death◀

»Chapter 7

And welcome again to my school.The weather today is awful.Rain,rain and rain.Nothing special.Mark's behavior is very strange today.He is kinda avoids me and when i talk to him he just walks away from me.''He just avoids you?'' Ntina asked me confused.''Yep..'' i answered her.I was so confused as her.''That't not normal..Give him a little space and time..He may have some problems with his family or something!'' she said trying to cheer me up with a cheesy smile.It's fantastic to know that you have one friend like her besides you.She helps you and tells you everthing.In an exchange you ''protect'' her from the bad comments of others.She can protect herself but she knows that i like to help and protect others.When she wants to tell something to a teacher,she send me to tell that to the teacher because she thinks i am good with words and speech.In other words to talk.''I don't know Ntina..you may be right...He may need some time to think or something i don't really know'' i said coldly,ready to cry.My green eyes were already wet.The latest hour i was screaming to a teacher because she thought that it's only my fault that we didn't do the test on Friday.Every teacher told that they want to write it on Monday,it's not fair!I cry easily even if i don't want.That't my character.And i can do nothing for it.''It's over..i know it..'' i said.''What is over?'' Ntina asked me.''Everything!You can't see!?He just don't want to be friend with me!He can just go to Alex and become friend with that bitch!'' i screamed to her face and i runned quickly to the girl's bathroom.I opened the faucet slowly.The bathroom was darker.I could see blood on the walls and on the floor.I could see blood on my hands and a black figure me.Turning around is an option.But i didn't follow it.

STOP IT!

And everything was back to normal.No damage, no blood.Someone is playing awful games with my brain.The bell rung.First hour, physics.Great.I slowly passed every classroom, finally i was inside mine.I sat on my desk with a sad look."Hey are you ok?" my friend Nina asked."Yeah..just you know.. First hour, physics.." i whispered looking around the class and finally my foot."Oh yeah noone likes physics and especially the physic's teacher.But you don't have a problem you are doing great!" she said with a smile.Sometimes i think that Nina isn't my real friend.She just playa with me.Like i am just a puppet with strings and she is the Puppet Master, holding the strings with an evil smirk.I really don't know what i must think for her. Suddenly the classroom's door wad shutted. Mrs.Zella, our physic's teacher was already at her desk.Let's start the day.