Avengers Imagines

Bucky x Reader

This is my first Imagine! This is Post Winter Soldier Bucky. Anyway, here we GO! The song is Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

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Backstory:

You are a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent who wants to destroy HYDRA. When you were young they killed your parents while making you watch. You have been doing everything you can to take them down for good. When Bucky came in to the picture, he took an interest in you. You two have been dating for three months and you have both been helping each other with your PTSD.

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I wake up in a sweat again. This is the third time this week. I climb out of my bed and head to the kitchen for a glass of water. I keep having these recurring nightmares of my parent's death. The only difference is it's not just my parents this time. Now it's everyone I've ever cared about. Natasha, Steve, ...Bucky.

"Y/N?" I hear a deep, groggy voice behind me, knocking the thoughts out of my head. "James. You scared me." I say turning to face him. "What are you doing up this late? It's almost 3 in the morning." I contemplate telling him the truth or making up something so he won't worry.

"I just got thirsty." I lie. "No you didn't. I heard you in your sleep. Something's wrong." Dammit sleep talking. "Just tell me the truth. I can help you get through this." I sigh and walk over to him. "I keep having this dream. The same thing over and over again." I pause to take a deep breath before continuing.

"They tied me down and made me watch my parents dying. But they didn't stop after that. They killed Steve, and then Nat," I take another breath. "and then you." I look at him through all the tears that cloud my vision. He pulls me close and just holds me, stroking my hair slightly. I can't stop the tears that fall.

I grip onto his shirt tightly. "I won't ever let that happen. I love you too much." I pull back and look at him. "You love me?" I ask a bit in shock from hearing it for the first time. "Of course I do. Before you came into my life, I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason. Just the thought of you makes me smile like an idiot."

I laugh slightly and look down at his, now, tear stained shirt. "Thank you," I say looking back up into his eyes. "for everything. I love you too. I don't know where I would be without you." He pulled me into his embrace once again. He pulled back slightly and looked into my eyes. "Can I kiss you?"

"You know you don't have to ask." I say while placing my arms around his neck and pulling him closer into a deep kiss. When we pull back we both smile as he places his forehead on mine. "I know I don't have to ask. But I care about you and don't want to do anything you don't want to do."

I smile even more (if that's possible) and just savor this moment. "We should probably go back to bed now." he says breaking my moment savoring. "Will you stay in my room with me tonight?" I ask. "Anything you need doll." We stand from our seats and start walking to my room. I lay down and he takes the spot next to me.

He kisses my forehead and then looks at me. "I love you doll." "I love you too Bucky." I fall asleep with a smile on my face knowing I have the best boyfriend I could ever dream of.