It was after school. I was at Justins appartment. "Come here babe I wanna show you something." He took my hand and led me to his bed room. I sat on his bed while he grabbed his guitar out of a closet. "You play?" I asked. He nodded and sat next to me. He started strumming his guitar and singing. His voice was remarkable. Like a angel.
Across the ocean, across the sea,
Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky,
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes
Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
All alone, in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,
To be in your arms, holding my heart
Oh, I,
Oh, I,
I love you
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the long nights
And the bright lights
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
You know that I care for you
I'll always be there for you
I promise I will stay right here, yeah
I know that you want me too,
Baby we can make it through anything
'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
Everything's gonna be alright
"That was amazing Justin." I said hugging him tightly. He didn't say anything at first which scared me. "I love you Bella. So much. I can't get enough of you. You don't realize how much you mean to me. When I'm with you no one else matters. I never want this to end." "Who says it has to?" He smirked and set his guitar on the ground and pulled me onto his lap. He laid his head down starring up at me. "My Bella." He spoke softly. I like the sound of that. I thought to my self.I rolled next to him and laid my head on his chest. "I don't ever want this to end either." I spoke after a long silence. "I have to tell you something Bella." He said sitting up. My head now resting on his legs. "What is it?" "I played you that song because I wrote it for you. I'm leaving but I promise I will be back." I sat up shocked. "Where are you going?" "This guy Scooter called and asked if I could fly down to Georgia and sing for him. I could make it big in the world." "I"m happy for you." I said leaning in and giving him a hug. I had a fake smile spread across my face. The truth is, I don't want him to go. He's my everything. "When do you leave?" I asked pulling out of the hug. "Tomorrow." My Heart sunk. "Why didn't you tell me before?" "I just found out. Babe I would have told you before if I could have." I just nodded unsure of what to say. "I'll be back in a week. I will call you everyday I promise." "Good." He smiled and kissed me.
It's been 2 days sense Justin left. My life has been boring and lifeless. I missed him so much. I just needed to feel him in my arms again. I haven't been feeling great lately. Actually I've been throwing up alot. I decided to be safe and just take a pregnancy test.
I had just gotten back from the store and went to take the test right away. I paced around the bathroom. Theres no way I could be pregnant we were safe. Right? The test finnally showed up. I'm Pregnant.
I threw the test in the sink as I saw the pink plus sign. My back hit the wall. I slid down it. my butt hitting the floor along with my tears. I can't do this. I can't do this to Justin! It could ruin his chances of making it in the world. What am I going to do? I walked down stairs crying to my mom. She comfurted me. Telling me everything would be okay. That we would figure something out. I sure as hell can't do this to Justin.
Author's Note; I'm so sorry this chapters short but ALOT will come in the next chapter trust me! :D and also read my new book called Goody Goody. Please vote and comment and follow if you can. Thanks guys! :)
