Justins POV.
I kissed her. I probably shouldn't have she seemed pissed at me. I know I shouldn't of gone and had sex with Kayla but I wasn't thinking straight. I really like Bella but I may have fucked this up. She kissed me back but quickly pulled away. I opened my eyes back up to see her walking away. I ran after her. "Bella I'm so sorry!" I said Grabbing her hand and holding it in mine. She pulled it away andcrossed her arms. She wouldn't even look me in the eyes. "Say something please." "Fine. Don't ever talk to me again Justin." She said walking away. I just stood dead in my tracks. I didn't know what to do. I'll give her time to cool down. I walked back to the movie theater. I pulled out my keys and hopped into my car. I pulled out a cigarett and poped it in between my lips. Grabbing my lighter and lighting it quickly. I started my car and drove back to my house.
I woke up and threw on a grey t-shirt with black jeans and my black sneakers. I got in my car and drove off to school. Ryan met me by the entrance. I walked in and saw Bella right away. I stopped at he rlocker to try and talk to her. "Hey. Could we talk?" I ask. "There's nothing for us to talk about." She said closing her locker and walking away. I walked right next to her. "C'mon Bella let me explain." I pleaded. "Did you not hear me last night? I told you to never talk to me again! Got it?!" She said. right as Zach walked up to her. "Yeah Bieber she doesn't want you so fuck off!" He said grabbing Bellas arm. "So know your with Zach? After I made one mistake and we weren't even together?" I said angrily. Balling my hands into fists. "Have fun with that douche bag. I hope you don't get your heart broken to bad." I said walking away with Ryan.
It was lunch finally. I sat with ryan and chaz. They were talking to some girls. I couldn't help but watch Bella with Zach. It pissed me off. I saved her from him and she goes back to him. What the hell! Bella looked toward me then looked away quickly. Then Kayla walked up to me and sat on my lap. Well if Bella's gonna do that then she shouldn have no problem if I'm with Kayla. I saw Bella looking at us outta the corner of my eye. I knew it was a bad idea but I did it anyways. I grabbed Kaylas face and turned it toward me kissing her fiercely. She kissed back. Of course I knew she would. I pulled away and looked back at Bella. She was still starring at me. With hurt in her eyes. I felt so guilty. She got up and left the lunch room. I couldn't feel like more of a horrible person.
I was walking to my car with Kayla. She was actually being really nice and sweet. I held on to her hand as we walked. I walked her to her car. She lent against it and pulled me by the shirt, in for a kiss. Which turned into a make out session. Then she got in her car and drove off. I saw Harper walking to her car so I ran up and talked to her quickly. "Hey can I talk to you for a second?" She rolled her eyes and kept walking. I stepped in front of her. "Why did Bella walk out of lunch today?" "Like you don't know." She scoffed. "I don't" Obviously I had a idea of why she left lunch but I wanted to know if it was because of me and kayla together. "She saw you and kayla kissing. God Justin your stupid. She really liked you but you fucked it all up. I warned her about you. She should have listened to me." She said walking back to her car. "Congrats Justin you really broke her heart." She said then got in her car and drove off. I pulled a cigerett out and lit it up. God dammitt. I got into my car and drove off. Off to Bella's house. I needed to talk to her.
I put my cigerett out and then walked up to her house. I rang the door bell. She opened the door. Her face was shocked to see it was me. "Can we talk?" "No" She said trying to close the door but I slipped my foot in between before she could shut it fully. "Bella. Please just 20 minutes." "Fine." She walked outside. We walked to my car and I opened the door for her. We just drove around so i could explain. "Your car smells like smoke." She said. I just shrugged my shoulders. "You smoke don't you?" I nodded yes. "So explain." She said crossing her arms.
"I only kissed kayla cause I wanted to make you jealous. Cause I was jealous of you and zach." "You realize how much that hurt me Justin?" She scoffed. "I'm so sorry. Bella I didn't wanna hurt you. I hate that I hurt you. I will do anything for you to forgive me." "There's nothing you can do Justin." She said looking like she was about to cry. I pulled the car over to the side of the road. I grabbed her face inbetween my hands. "Look at me." She shook her head no. "Why not?" I questioned. "Cause if I look at you I'll wanna kiss you and I can't kiss you." She explained still looking down. "Just look at me please." She finally looked up at me.
Tears fell down her cheeks. I rubbed them away with my thumbs. "Babe please don't cry." She closed her eyes for a minute then looked back at me. Her eyes flickering at my lips. "I don't wanna loose you Bella." "I don't wanna losse you either." She said then kissed me before I could even reply. I kissed her back. It was getting intense. She pulled away. "Will you give me one last chance?" I asked. She nodded and bit her lip. "We can't be linvoled with anyother people besides each other tho." She said nervously. "Of course. Your the only one that I want." "Good." She said smiling at me. I couldn't help but smile back. "I should probably take you home now huh?" I asked. "Or we could hang out." She said suggestivly. "Okay. My appartment?" I said. "You have your own appartment?" "Well yeah. My mom pays for it right now but as soon as this years over I'm gonna take over." I explained. "Cool." She said still smiling at me.
Authors Note; I changed a couple of things in the first chapters about Justin. People now think he's a bad boy type of guy that all the girls want. Please vote and follow me. Thanks!!!!! :)
