Justin called me and told me that he had gotten the contract. I decided it was best to let him go on and live his life to the fullest. He didn't need me or a baby to hurt his up coming career. Justin was coming home tomorrow. And I was leaving tonight. I'm going to live with my Aunt Lacey in San Diego. I left a letter for Justin at his appartment.
Justin,
Hey baby. It hurts me to say this but I don't think we are going anywhere with our relationship. I will always rememeber the times we had. You were my first love and I will always love you. Please don't try to contact me. I won't answer. I won't be at my house. I moved. It's hard for me to do this. Please just forget me and live your life to the fullest. Just rememeber I love you.
~Your Bella.
I put my bags into the car and drove off to the airport with my mom. Good-Bye town.
Justin's POV.
I couldn't wait to see Bella. I missed her so much. I love this girl with all my heart. I hopped out of my car and brought my bags up to my appartment. There was a note taped to my door. It read.
Justin,
Hey baby. It hurts me to say this but I don't think we are going anywhere with our relationship. I will always rememeber the times we had. You were my first love and I will always love you. Please don't try to contact me. I won't answer. I won't be at my house. I moved. It's hard for me to do this. Please just forget me and live your life to the fullest. Just rememeber I love you.
~Your Bella.
Tears fell down my face as I dropped my stuff and ran down to my car. I kept trying to call her but she didn't answer. I drove to her house. Maybe she didn't leave to where ever the hell she was going yet. I knocked on the door. "Bella!" I shouted. Her mom answered the door. "Is Bella home?" I asked worriedly. She shook her head no. I can't loose her. I need her. I'm nothing without her.
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Bella's POV.
It's been 5 years sense I left and moved to San Diego. I had a baby girl. Sophia Rose. Justin had tried to contact me for 6 months then he just stopped. He must of gave up. I admit I miss him but hes a famous pop sensation now. All the girls love him. He's even got a serious girlfriend Selena. He forgot about me. But that's okay. All I ever wanted was for him to be happy.
"Let's go Soph." I said grabbing her hand and walking out the door. I locked my appartment and we walked down the street to the coffee shack. "A Carmel Latte and a chocalote chip cookie and milk please." "$6.75" the lady behind the counter said. I handed her the money and put the change back in my purse. We got our stuff at took a seat neear the window in the coffee shack. I noticed a famliar boy walk in. This can't be happening. I thought to myself. God Dammit. It was Justin. I'm just not gonna make eye contact. "Sophia Rose eat your food." I said trying to get her to eat her food instead of drop it on the ground. "Bella?" I heard a familar raspy voice say from behind me. I turned around to see a shocked Justin standing right behind me. "Umm. Hi." "What are you doing here?" "I live here." "This is where you moved to?" I nodded. "Well give me a hug it's been a long time." I stood up and felt his warm embrace. I missed this so much. I missed him. "Mommy who is that?" Sophia asked. We pulled apart and Justin took a seat next to me. "This is a friend of mine." "Nice to meet you I'm Justin." Justin said shaking Sophia's hand. Little did he know he had just held his daughters hand for the first time. "How old is she?" "5." "That's around the time you left." He said then turned toward me with a confused face. "Is she my daughter?" He asked. A tear fell down my face. "I'm sorry Justin it's too much for one day." I said grabbing Sophia and placing her on my hip. We walked out of the coffee shack and down the street. Justin shouting my name. He finally caught up to us.
"How could you not tell me?!" "I'm sorry. It's just that you had alot of new things going for you. You were gonna start a new career and I didn't wanna ruin it all for you." I said crying some more. "You wouldn't of ruined it." He said wipping away my tears with his thumb." "I'm so sorry." "Bella. I love you. I haven't stopped thinking about you or why you left. You were my everything. I was heart broken when you left. I tried to find you. I needed you." "You didn't need me. Look at where you are now. Look at who you are. We would have brought you down and you wouldn't be where you are or who you are today. I coud't of done that to you." Justin didn't say anything. He just kissed me. He pulled apart and said. "I love you Bella." "I love you too Justin." "Wait Justin you have a girlfriend you can't do this." I said pulling out of his grip. "She's not my first and only love though. I need you Bella. I can't let you go again." "I'm not gonna let us ruin your career now either. I can't do this I'm sorry." I said trying to walk away with Sophia. But he grabbed my wrist. "You won't ruin it. I promise."
Author's Note: I'm gonna make a sequal book. Make sure you check out my other book too though! :D :)
