Dangerous

Chapter 12

„Good morning, honey“, a soft voice woke me up. As I opened my eyes I saw Harry grinning at me with a tablet in his hand. „Aaah, good morning babe“ He smiled at me, „sit up, I made you breakfast“ „Oh common Harry, stop being so cute“ „Never“, he whispered and kissed me. I sat up and he put the tablet on my legs. A hot chocolate and some fresh, still warm breads. „Aaah that's so cute!“ He smiled, went to the other side of the bed and sat down next to me. He laid his arm around me and pecked my cheek. I drank some of the hot chocolate and ate all the little breads. I finished the chocolate and put the tablet away. „So what are we going to do today?“, I asked, snuggling at him. „Well, we could stay here“ „Yes, sounds great" He smiled and kissed me. I pulled back, „but I am going to take a shower first and brush my teeth and style myself for you–“ „Let's take the shower together?“ „Hmm … yeah maybe“ I got up and pulled him into the biggest one of the bathrooms. We brushes out teeths and then got into the massive shower. „That is massive“, I whispered. „I know right“, Harry replied as he put the shampoos and everything down. He turned the water on which was pouring down from really far up which felt perfect. He smiled at me and first we cleaned us and as we both were done, we knew what would happen. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his hips. Slowly he kissed me and I could feel so much love in this kiss. I pulled back and smiled at him, „let me down, I wanna stand“ He let me down and I grabbed his hands, noticing little cuts on his fingers. „Where are these from?“, I asked worried. „Uhm … from lifting up things you know. I had a lot of work today“ „Does it hurt?“ „No, it's okay“ I smiled at him and kissed him again while going onto my toes to reach his mouth. He put his hands on my lower back and slowly drew circles onto it. I moaned and bit his lower lip. „Let's go into the bedroom“, he whispered and lifted me up. He turned the water off and carried me into the bedroom. „Shouldn't we have dried us first?“, I asked as I saw the water line we left on the floor. „That doesn't matter“, he whispered and climbed on top of me. He put one of his hands on my boob and slowly started to massage it. I moaned and pulled him as close as I could.

Where have you been all my li–i–ife

It started to sound out of my phone. I sighed and slowly sat up. Harry rolled off me as I leaned over to get my phone. It was Niall. Why was Niall calling me right now? I grabbed the blanket, put it over my body and answered the phone. I didn't feel comfortable talking to someone on the phone naked. „Yeah, hello?“ 

„I am so sorry to disturb you and Harry, but Louis is really bad right now. He has a black eye an–“ 

„Wait, wait why has he got a black eye?“ I felt Harry moving and he looked shocked at me. 

„You don't know?“

„I don't know what?“

He stopped. „No, it doesn't matter, sorry for disturbing you guys“

„Niall, just tell me why he got one“

He stopped again. „Alright, you know after that between you Harry got quite angry because Louis was bragging about it and well then …“

„Don't tell me he did that to him“

„I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you, he hid that for a reason I mean …“

„Where are you?", I interrupted him.

„At his, but it's absolutely fine just forget what I said–“

„We'll be there soon, okay? Don't leave!“, I hung up and looked at Harry. „Really Harry, really?“ „Please, Katie, you didn't know how he was acting, he showed me his scratches and offended me and you too before you had sex, by the way and I just couldn't handle it and after we made a new start he came over to me and told me he'd fuck you again and then I couldn't hold it anymore“ I looked shocked at him, „for fucks sake Harry! You just could've ignored him! And also, you should know that I wouldn't sleep with him again, fuck!“, I shouted, crossed my arms and stared out of the window at the beach. „Katie“, he laid his hand on my arm, „you know I just want the best for you and he-“ „Stop fucking acting like it is all his fault, Harry! You don't fight with other people! Drive me back home, now!“ „But–“ „Now!“ He sighed and got up. I got up, too and opened my suitcase searching for something I could wear. „But Katie, I only did it because you know I really love you and–“ „Harry, you just could've told him to fuck off!“, I said angry as I put on my bra, „and also, you just shouldn't listen to him at all anymore or talk to him. You know that he's an asshole! And now I know where the cuts on your hands are from.“ He looked at his hands and it seemed a bit like he realised what he did. „Please, Katie, let's sit down and let's talk about it“ „We'll do that in the car“, I said as I put on my pants and closed the suitcase. „Common now“ He was walking behind me the whole time and then locked the door. I walked over to his car, ignoring him and waited until he opened it. As I heard the sound, I opened the door to the truck and threw my suitcase into it, then walked to the other end of the car and getting in. A few seconds later I heard a door closing, then Harry sat down next to me and started the car. „I can't believe that you did that, Harry“ I really couldn't believe he did that. Why didn't he just ignore him? Or talked to me instead about this? You just don't fight with people! You don't do that. Of course, you could see that he was a guy like that, but … there was no but. I knew who I was with. „I am sorry. I didn't think about what I was doing“ „Then you should've thought earlier, maybe“, I leaned my elbow on the thing that was before the window started and stroke my forehead with my hand. „Oh common, I think you know as you first saw me that I … fight“ „Yes, I did. But not because of every little shit!“ „That's no little shit, Katie“ „What is it then?“ „It's a fucking big deal, okay? You don't know anything! You slept with him and now he thinks he has all force over you! He only wants to hurt me!“ „What even happened between you both?“ He sighed, „he's just an asshole and we had a lot of arguments and since you started working at ours, he's acting like the biggest asshole ever“ „Since I work there?“, I asked surprised. „Yes, but there happened a lot of more before“ „How long where you friends?“ He didn't reply for a while. „Harry“ He sighed, „since birth, okay. But don't tell me now that I should  try to save our friendship and should say I'm sorry“ „I didn't want to say that“ „Good“

 He stopped the car in front of the house he lives in. „We need to go to Louis', Harry“ „Yeah, he lives here, right next to me“ „Let me guess, he was your living mate before Jack moved in?“ He looked at me with a look that said everything and got out. He walked around the car and opened the door for me. I walked the stairs up next to him and as we reached he went over to his flat. „Aren't you coming over to Louis?“ „No, why would I?“ „Harry, you are the reason why he's here“ He sighed as he unlocked the door, „I'll talk to him later“ „Harry, what is wrong with you? I thought you have a heart behind your hard acting“ „I said I was talking to him later“ „Harry, please“ „Katie, I am going to talk to him later, okay?“ „I know you won't“ He sighed and laid his head back, „do you even still want to be with me?“ The pain in my chest started again, „w–what do you mean?“ „You heard me“ „That's insane, Harry– but you know what, forget it. Forget it, I'll just– no“, with that I knocked the door and waited for somebody to open it. „So you don't wanna be with me anymore?“ „You obviously don't want to be with me anymore!“ He raised his eyebrows, „you really think that?“ I knocked harder against the door and Niall opened it, „woah why so–“ he noticed the situation between us and shut up. He let me in and closed the door again. „Where's Louis?“, I asked. „In the living room“ I hugged him, „thanks“ He hugged me back and as I let go he looked seriously at me, „what's going on between you and Harry anyway?“, he asked. „I don't know, I don't think he wants to be with me anymore“ „No way, no, Katie, no“ I sighed, „well, it just kinda happened, I don't know … but let's not talk about that please“ Tears came up in my eyes and I turned around and walked into the living room. Niall followed me. Louis was sitting on the couch and holding an ice bag on his eye. „I don't want her to see me like that, guys!“ „Hey Lou“, I greeted him as I walked into the room. „Katie“, a little smile appeared on his mouth, but he held his hand on his mouth and looked on the floor. I sat down next to him and saw, that he had a black eye, a red nose and well, his lips were all bleeding. „Oh my god“, I whispered and lay my hand on his stomach. „Not the stomach, ow!“, he shouted and leaned back. „Sorry, oh my god!“ „No problem“, he said as he laid the ice bag away. „Thansk for coming“ He took my hand and as I looked down, there were all cuts over his hands. How didn't Harry bleed or anything? „I am sorry, Katie. I shouldn't have acted like a dick, I just don't know how to deal with jealousy, so I end up doing shit like that“ I smiled at him and kissed his cheek, „that's all what I wanted to hear“ He giggled and blushed a bit. „I think we should go“, Liam said. „Oh my god, I didn't see you! Sorry“ He smiled, „no problem“ Zayn and he left. They probably went over to Harry's. „Are you living alone?“ He nodded, „yep“ I stared at his lips, „I am sorry, this firstly happened because of me and–“ He lay his damaged hand on my cheek, „it's not. I am the dick in this story“ I smiled and took his other hand into my hand. I stroke the little cuts as I could feel his lips on my forehead. „I am sorry“ „Does it hurt you to kiss?“, I asked. „I don't know“, he replied, looking confused at me. I knew I would totally regret this, but I softly put my lips on his. He pulled back a bit, „are you sure?“ I nodded, „yes, I think I am“ I slowly kissed him to see if it hurt him. He kept kissing me very slowly but intense. I had to admit, I really liked him. I didn't know why, but I did. He slowly pulled back and smiled softly, „you're going to regret this, Kat. You better don't“ I sighed, „I don't think I will“ „Sure?“ I nodded and kissed him again, really carefully. I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled him softly closer, trying not to hurt him. He softly pushed me down with his body, never stopping kissing me. „It doesn't hurt, or?, I asked, just to be sure. „No, of course not. And even if it did, I wouldn't care“ I smiled as he kissed me again. 

I pulled back and smiled at him. He smiled back and slowly sat up. „That was nice“ I nodded as I started to feel bad for him. Did I get his hopes up? No, I think he knew what was going on. We just made our for like a hour, which was beautiful. I liked spending time with him, but Harry … shit. Harry. How could it be that Harry and I knew us since like 6 days and we already had more fights than I ever had with one person. I usually wasn't the person that fights a lot. „Let's go to bed“, Louis whispered in my ear, took my head and pulled me into his bedroom.