Dangerous

Chapter 13

„Of course I am still mad“, I replied to Harry, who was sitting behind me on the couch. I was searching for a movie to watch. „Common, Katie, please. Are you really going to stay here at Louis'?“ I sighed and turned around, „please Harry, that's none of your business“ I had two DVDs in my hands and it was so hard to decide, The Switch or Kill The Boss. „Please, Katie, we've known us since like seven days and almost all we did was fighting and have sex, I don't think that's normal“ I put Kill The Boss back into the shelf and opened the DVD so I didn't have to look at Harry, „I know Harry, that's really not normal. I usually never fight“ „What about sex?“ I threw a DVD at him and gave him an angry look, „not as much as you probably“  He giggled and laid the DVD aside, „when was your last time before you met me?“ „I would like to ask you the same question, but I'd be scared from the answer“, I replied in a kinda sarcastic voice and turned around to the shelf, acting like I was looking for a DVD. „How can we talk like that when we're in a fight?“, I heard Harry asking. „I don't know, Harry. If I knew it'd be a lot of easier I guess“ Then there was finally a little silence and I put the DVD in the recorder and turned the TV on. „You didn't reply to my question yet“ I sighed as I grabbed the remote and looked at him, „why would you wanna know this?“ „Because I care about it“ I sat down next to him and searched for the right channel, „okay, it was Harvey“ He spat the drink out he was just drinking and looked shocked at me, „what?!“ „How did you think I got the job there?“ He leaned back and didn't say anything anymore. Did he really believe that? I laughed and looked at his shocked face, „you really believe that?“ „You dumbass, I was about to have a mental breakdown!“ „Why? I mean it's just Harvey“ He rolled his eyes, but then looked deeply into mine. „Can't we just try again?“ I could feel his hand on my tight, slowly stroking it. Slowly I looked down at it and then back at him, „you know I would love to, but Louis …“ „I talked to him earlier“ „What when?“ „When you were showering, why do you think he left me here while he went shopping?“ „You left him go outside alone?!“, I shouted, „are you dumb Harry, do you see how he looks?“ „Calm down, he's with Niall“ „I hope so“, I looked back at the TV and tried to search for the fucking channel which I couldn't find anywhere. „Do you have feelings for him?“ „Who? Louis?", I didn't dare to look at him. This was the question I wished that he would never ask me. I think I do have feelings for him, I thought, but not real feelings, just feelings not the feelings feelings. I shook my head at myself and looked at him. „I think you could answer this question by yourself“ „So you … don't?“ „Look, Harry, you know it's hard not to get feelings for him you know, but these aren't real feelings. You should know that“ Why would he know that? Sometimes I wondered what I said. „Oh you fucking TV!“, I shouted and threw the remote down next to me. Harry giggled, grabbed it and in the next second the DVD started. „That's just luck“, I whispered offended and took the remote out of his hand. „Do we have a future?“ „Harry, why are you asking me questions you know the answer to“, I mumbled and looked at the floor. He slided close to me and put his arm around me, „get away, we're at Louis'“ „Let's go over to mine?“, he whispered sexually into my ear. I sighed and got up, „Harry, do you even get what you did to him? Do you see him? His eye? His stomach? His lips? How does that not affect you or makes you think about what you did? You've known him since your birth, he's your best friend!“ „I don't call something like that my best friend“, he mumbled and stared at the floor. „You know he is Harry, everyone sees the connection between you and him And I know you know that he can't deal with jealousy, he told me so many things yesterday in the bed“ „In the bed?!", Harry shouted, „everytime we fight, you end up in the bed with Louis!“ „We fought like two times, Harry and I didn't fucking sleep with Louis, I couldn't have even if I wanted to after what you did to him! And how does it come that you don't have anything like of a damage, just a few cuts at your hand?!“, I shouted at him. „I …“ Suddenly the scenario popped up in my head, „oh my god“, I whispered. „You're so harsh“ He got up and grabbed my hands softly, „Katie, you know I am just like that when it is about something really bad“ My eyes started to burn as they filled up with tears, „that was no reason, you should … like … control your aggressiveness and–“ „Katie“, he whispered calming and put one of his hands on my cheek, „do you see how I treat you? Remember the things we did in bed?“ I looked up into his green eyes as he put his other hand on my lower back and pulled me closer. He was right, I really couldn't him imagine fighting just like that and Louis told me that he said really horrible things to him. But just the imagine of Harry … I laid my head onto his chest and wrapped my arms around him to pull him as close as possible. He put the hand he had on my cheek before also on my back and pulled me really close. I could hear his heartbeat and it was really fast. „Harry, I–“, I didn't know what to say, so I just went silent again. I looked up at him and put my hands on his chest, „can we just … forget about everything and you know?“ He got the biggest smile ever on his lips and nodded, „yes please“ We stood there for a moment, just looking at each other. „What about Louis now?“, Harry asked with a weird tone. „I'll just be there for him, I guess, I mean I am the reason it happened and–“ „You are not the reason this happened, Katie“, he cut me off with a quite aggressive tone. I looked up at him and his tense expression softened a bit, „I–I'm sorry, it's just– it's not your fault that this happened, okay?“ I smiled softly and laid my head back onto his chest. „Don't feel bad“, he whispered and kissed my head. „Yeah, yeah that's right“, I heard Louis' voice and jumped back. „Are you staying here?“, Harry whispered. „Yes, just like you“, I demanded in a nice tone, took his hand and pulled him over to Louis. „Sorry that I didn't come with you it's–“ Louis laughed and hugged me, „it's alright, babe. I did that on purpose I don't want you to feel guilty all the time, you needed some time with Harry“ Did … did they get along again? I looked back at Harry, who was standing a bit behind me. Niall dragged the bags into the kitchen, „thanks guys, I don't need help or anything“ Harry laughed and joined him in the kitchen. „Louis, I–“ „Don't worry, okay?“ He smiled and kissed my cheek. Could we just stay friends now? Were Harry and I a couple again now? There were so many question I just could've asked, but thought it'd better not to. „Which movie are we going to watch?“ Louis and I went into the living room and prepared the movie. „No, you have just to press this button here and it all works“, Louis showed me after I told him what my problems was. „Oh for fucks sake fuck this shit“ He giggled and leaned back. Then Harry and Niall came in and sat down next to me. They had popcorn, sweets and Coke with them.