That's all I've done since I got home from the park. I want to forgive him, but I can't, he's hurt me too much.
I remember the day I was so happy and I was finally going to tell Sam that I liked him. I've always had a crush on him. I remember that day like it was yesterday.
Flashback
( January 25, 3016 // 8th grade year // Robyn age 13 // Sam age 14 )
I was running to my first period class, I was super excited and happy because I get to see my bestfriend Sam plus, I'm going to tell him I have a crush on him. I've always had a crush on him, I just never told him because I didn't want to ruin our friendship.
When I walked into the class, I saw Sam talking to some guys that bully me. I let out a shaky breath, I walked up to him and tapped him on his shoulder, he turned around looking at me with happiness in his eyes when he saw me but then he quickly covered it up.
"What?" he said harshly "Um Sam, I have to tell you something." I said nervously while playing with the hem of my shirt "What is it? I'm kinda busy." he said harshly again "I um, I have a crush on you and I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to ruin our friend-" I was cut off by him and his friends laughing at me "You what?" he asked still laughing "I like you." I said "Wow, that's hilarious. But I don't like you. You are nothing to me. You are ugly and fat. I only became friends with you because I felt sorry you." he becoming serious but, when I looked in his eyes they were filled with guilt and regret.
A single tear escaped my eye and then a couple more. I ran out of class into the bathroom. I locked the bathroom door so no one could come in and see me. I slid down onto the floor pulling my knees to my chest and cried.
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Flashback Over
That was the worst day of my life. I was so embarrassed and humiliated. Everyone at school the next day, laughed at me, teased me, I thought that day would never end.
