Fuckboy {s.w}

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Sam (surprise motherfucker)

Silence.

I've been staring at the blank ceiling wall ever since I got back from the park.

I feel like the biggest asshole douche bag ever, I've caused Robyn so much pain. I remember the day she finally told me she liked me. I was so happy that she felt the same way but, I was popular and she wasn't. I knew she got bullied but I couldn't do anything about. I remember that day, I even told her things that weren't true.

Flashback

( January 25, 3016 // 8th grade year// Sam age 14 // Robyn age 13 )

Here I was talking to the very people that I call my friends and the very people that bully my precious Robyn.

I saw her run into the classroom. She stood there looking my way for like a millisecond before she actually walked over to me. She tapped me on my shoulder, I turned around looking at her with happiness in my eyes but I remembered that my so called friends were sitting behind me.

"What?" I said harshly "Um Sam, I have to tell you something." she said nervously "What is it? I'm kinda busy." I said harshly again "I um, I have a crush on you and I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to ruin our friend-" she started but was cut off by my friends laughing at her, I joined in with a fake laugh "You what?" I asked in surprise while fake laughing "I like you." she said "Wow, that's hilarious. But I don't like you. You are nothing to me. You are ugly and fat. I only became friends with you because I felt sorry you." I said regretting each and every word I said.

She looked at me as if I tore a piece of her heart out. A tear slipped out of her eye then, a couple more. She ran out the room with tears streaming down her face, I so badly wanted to run after her and explain myself but I didn't because what difference would it make, she's still going to hate me afterwards anyway.

Flashback Over

I remember her getting teased all day the next day. I could tell by the look on her face that she felt embarrassed and humiliated and it was all my fault.

I walked out of my house, ignoring my mom asking me where was I going. I walked to the park that was 3 minutes away from my house and pulled out my pack if cigarettes. I lit one up and putting the cancer stick in between my lips and inhaling and exhaling

I'm too nice. I've been updating this story way too much. lol

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