My Gangster Love

chapter 4

I opened the door and see my mom crying with bills on the top of the table. I hold back my tears and walk towards her, I grab $600 dollars from my bag and put them in her hands. I walk up the stairs and as I turn on the lights in my room I see all my stuffed packed up and some old lady in my room unpacking her stuff. "Mom what the fuck is this about?!'' I screamed, "Get out of my house,and come back when you really are sorry and when you raise enough money to bail out your stepdad!" she screamed from downstairs. "Mom you're acting childish," I said walking out of the house slamming the door.I didn't know were to go , I tried calling my brother ,but he wouldn't pick up and I only had one friend who was away on a vacation. I walked to a park with my two suitcases in each hand. I got there and rolled up a blunt because right now it would be the only thing to keep me away from this stress, I was so focused on how messed up my life was going that I soon realized I was crying and not even the weed was helping. "Mind if I join princess?" a voice asked with their hands on my shoulders . I recognized that voice and the nickname 'princess'. I looked up to see Michael's stunning face "What's wrong beautiful ,? "Nothing's wrong, come here sit down" I tapped the spot next to me.He sat down and smoked the blunt with me without saying a word just enjoying that high feeling. He looked at me and probably noticed I was tierd , so he grabbed my head and put it in his lap while I streched out my legs along the bench. "Ok now may I know what are you doing with suitcases at 12 in the midnight in a park?"

*Michael's P.O.V*

I knew she had been crying , but I didn't want to make her feel weak so I avoided that subject. I really couldn't leave her here alone in a park , she's gorgeous and any guy could come and try anything with her. "My mom kicked me out of the house and this is were I ended up," she spoke looking up at the stars " I tried to find a place to stay but no one is available right now" . "You could stay with me for tonight and we'll figure out something out for you tommorow morning, sounds good?" "Are you sure?" she asked bitting her bottom lip in shyness wich I thought was so adorable "I'm sure, let's get going it's starting to rain" After 10 minutes of walking we got to my house. My dad was sleeping because he had worked and was exhausted , while Jay was in his room sleeping with his girlfriend and two kids. I brought her to my room and put her suitcases in my closet. I stood there looking at her beautiful face searching around my room. She looked scared but she soon blocked that feeling when she saw me looking at her.

*Julissa's P.O.V*

I looked around freaked out that I just agreed to stay with Michael , someone who I just met today,but it was either that or stay in a park on a rainny night. His room was really big it had a plasma t.v, a king size bed, a small sofa on a corner and a black and red carpet.I sat down on his bed and he sat down next to me, he was pretty close next to me where I could feel his breath near me and make my body get the chills ,although I was pretty cold too because we walked in the rain." Do you mind if I change into my pijamas?" I asked. "No, dont worry , I'll go next door meanwhile" he said, getting up . "Awee you're such a sweet heart , but just turn around and don't look" I warned him." He turned around and covered his face. I opened one of the suitcase and got my white tanktop and some black boxers.I turned around to check he wasn't looking and sure there he was still with his eyes covered facing the other way. Any other guy would've tried to do something else or would've already tried to peek,but he was different, he was respectful.

*Michael's P.O.V*

It was so tempting not looking but I resisted and didn't even try to peek. "Okay I'm done you can turn around now" she said I turned around to see her in a white tanktop that you could see her red lace bra through, and some boxers. She looked so simple yet stunning. "Are you going to sleep in your jeans hat and shoes?" she laughed. I winked at her and took of my shirt as well as my pants leaving me in my polo boxers. "I'll sleep on this little sofa"she pointed to my brown sofa in the corner."Princess don't sleep in sofas, you get the bed to yourself" I said

*Julissa's P.O.V*

I offered to sleep in the sofa to avoid him making me sleep with him in the bed,but surprisingly he gave me his bed and I didn't start protesting. I said my daily prayer in my head looking out Michael's window wich hit exactly the moon and had a beautiful view. "Michael?" I said in a questioning tone. "yea?" I looked at him in the dark and seen him look up from the sofa. "Come lay down in the bed , I feel lonely." I didnt feel lonely , I'm used to sleeping alone,but it was so obvious he wasn't comfortable and he had no intent in harming me. He got under the blanket and smiled at me. "You know you're a really good guy" I blurted out without even thinking. "And you know you're a really pretty lady, right?" he said pinching my cheek.

*Michael's P.O.V*

I was so glad she called me up to bed with her because the sofa wasn't big enough for me and of course who wouldn't want to sleep next to this godess,to bad she couldn't stay here for so long because my dad wouldn't allow it. We stayed up until 3 in the morning just talking about our life and I found alot about her. She had a rough life with her parents and she was basically alone in this cold world. I could see why she put up such a bad attitude with everyone. She found out about me to , she now knew that it was just jay,my dad and I. My mom had passed away when I was twelve and ever since then I found love among these guns and drugs.

*Julissa's P.O.V*

Michael had a tough life too , his mom passed away,they had been kicked out of several houses in the past 5 yrs for being behind on their monthly payments and all he had was his brother as well as the gang. "Do you like Downer?"he asked randomly, "It's late already ,let's go to sleep"I answered dogging that question. I didn't know my feelings for anyone ,I guess what I want is someone to keep me company since I have no one. I closed my eyes and so did Michael,I was glad he was in bed with me ,yet kept his distance from me. I felt protected , yet I felt weird because I knew he was watching me 'sleep' ,but soon enough I knocked out.

*Michael's P.O.V*

I didn't like the idea of her being with Downer ,but I didn't bother her anymore,she'll figure it out. I watched her fall into deep sleep admiring her gorgeous lips and long eyelashes,but soon enough I was sleeping as well.