Disconnected

freaks

Alexa's pov.

"Alexa'!" I love hearing my name. I really do. "Sup?" Almost two years ago I lost a best friend. But I've gained more. It took long to move on. As well as Luke, with the weekly updates from mum. It took awhile before she realized that I didn't care. I've become good friends with cholie. Who's name was spelt weird and dyes her hair almost every week. Of course I have other friends. But I was closer to her.

"Where were you? You left me alone until fourth!" It was Wednesday. So that meant I left my dad's to do to my mum's. Its complicated. Cholie probably forgot. But I understand if she did. With 4 older siblings and 7 younger siblings I get it. Big household. A lot to do. Although she may not look it. But she was really smart. She ounce had a chance to take collage studies but she turned it down. She didn't want to look like she was better than others. "Its Wednesday cholie." I said as I unlocked my locker. It took her awhile but telling by the ah-ha moment on her face. She remembered.

"I don't get it. Why don't you just wait until after school?" She asked twirling her blue hair around her finger. "Cuz then I'd have to sit through Friedrich's class more than I already have to." I say slamming my locker shut.

"Did he ever have a girlfriend before?" Cholie said as she looked up. I knew she was talking about luke as I turned around to see him with a girl. Kylie Morris. Who was a grade higher than us. I never liked her. And she didn't like me so I guess we left it like that. She kissed him then looked over at cholie and me. "what are you looking at emo?" She said as Luke looked over at us. "I'll tell you what I'm looking at whore" cholie said as began to walk over. "I'm looking at high class mother--" I quickly slapped my hand over her mouth before she could finish.

"I don't even know why you were even friends with her lukey. She's just the same old freak!" I hear Kylie speaking loudly. I bit my lip, grab my bag. Slamming my locker door shut

I'm tired of hearing it everyday. Luke never said anything afterwards. "Alexa." Cholie said lowly. I push past her and head towards the bathroom across the hall. Sadly I pass the couple. "Awe is someone gonna cry?" Kylie giggled as she hugged Luke. "Piss off." I snap, pushing the door open. When the door shut. I drop my bag on the ground, taking deep breaths.

"I don't get it. Why do you let her push her around?" Cholie whispered. Because cholie if I push her around. Luke will hate me even more than he already has. I wrap my hands on the back of my neck. Not responding to the question.

The door opens "oh I'm sorry, did I interrupt something?" Kylie pushed the door. I bit my lip from saying anything. "Do you even talk? I mean, Lukes told me that your pretty nosy." She frowned walking past me, pushing my shoulder. Ounce again, I don't let Kylie get to me, no matter how annoying she is. "How old were you guys? Fourteen? sixteen?" She asked applying bright red lipstick. "Fifteen." I clench my jaw. "Well you missed out. Luke Is a really good kisser. You were best friends you know. And usually best friends end up dating." She pressed her lips together. "The lip pricing makes it even better. She closed her eyes, lifting up her shoulders inhaling and exhaling before dropping them and opening her eyes.

"I feel like she's making me read porn." Cholie said gagging. Kylie smirked. "Still a virgin. That boys don't know what he's missing." Kylie said as she glanced over at cholie. "Well honey I can assure you. He's aint missing anything." Cholie said putting on her southern accent. Kylie's smirk left her face as she rolled her eyes and began to speak. Looking like she just brushed off cholie's words.

I know Lukes still a virgin. He said he would do it when he gets married. Unless he lied about that to.

"Did you hear that his band is playing in the park today? You should go. And you should notice that he's better off without you in his life." Kylie said as she picked up her purse. I stand up quickly walking over to her. Cholie pushed herself off the off the wall and quickly grabbed at my arms. "Oops did I hit a nerve? My bad." Kylie giggled "FUCK YOU CUNT!" I yelled repeatedly.

As the door closed, I pushed myself away from cholie. Grabbing my bag and opening the door to leave. I walk to my locker. The couple were at Lukes locker this time which was still next to mine. I roll my eyes and walk towards the exit. "Alexa!" Cholie yelled catching up to me. I ignore her pushing myself to the exit more.

I'm glad schools over. I can't take all the shit anymore.

"Alexa stop!" Cholie yelled finally reaching my elbow turning me around. "OK what is up? Something just like.. Clicked and you just flipped." She said out of breath form chasing me. I look over at the door. "Because I do believe what she said ok? I've never even seen him smile as much as he does now. Hes happy." I say. Almost crying. But its true. When we were friends we were never that happy. He would have a panic attack ounce in awhile. But i hardly heard Him laugh.

"Fine can we at least go to thier concert tonight?" Cholie asked. I looked over at Luke. Who was now frowning while everyone else was smiling and laughing. "I dont know." I mumble. Cholie snapped her finger and pointed at me. "Great pick you up at seven." She said walking in the other direction. She lives the opposite way I do. I still walk even though there's a mile distance between us.

"Why am I even doing this."