its almost 5 years since I last seen ian.. his Smile was still firmly planted in my memory ...
The Longest, Most painful years of my life had been in absence for him... I longed to see his smile and was greatly looking forward to seeing him again..
returning from england was a big decision I've encountered but a simple one.
I left him because i have to undergo operation because I have a brain tumor... I couldn't bear to leave him to this world, i want to the father of my children thats why i want to go to england to cure my disease so i would Spend my whole life with him.
I HAVE TO SEE HIM AGAIN!
I smiled to myself as I stared out the window of the bus at the streets of America, recognizing my old home.. I took a deep breath, Shutting my eyes.. It was good to be back ..
it feels like IM ALMOST NEAR HIM! I gulped and My heart skipped a beat, I could feel it beating in my chest and I took a deep breath trying to calm myself...
standing on the sidewalk... I look up infrontof me stand the house of IAN GREY~
After taking Another deep breath.. i bit my lip.. adjusting my hair..
I breathed out slowly then took a confident step forward... heading towards his door.. This is it!!! there's no Turning Back....
I finally going to see the man who gave the reason to live my life....
Thoughts raced though my head...
what would he say when he'll saw me? what would he like? I walked faster.... i couldn't take Anticipation..
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halfway up the walkway, the front door flew open.. I gasped, looking upon the very one I came to see, Dressed Completely while his hair is no longer the long blonde hair I had come to know but a Dark hair, Accenting his Sparkling eyes. he was taller than i remembere but it didn't bother me.
he was standing three feet away from me and that was all I cared about..
