I knock on his doorpurposefully and standing straight.
The door Flew open and he stood there dressed in white with his arms crossed over his chest..
" what do you want now diane?" He said
" Ahmm.. I just wanted to see you :)" I said with my true smile
" To see me? Like what the heck... are you kidding me? " he said full of sarcasm
"Ian, its true I just wanted to see you .. Im not kidding you .... just please can we talk ?" I said half teary eyed.
"WE ARE TALKING NOW DIANE... so can you please leave this place once and for all " He said in COLD!
" Why do keep pushing me away! I came back for you just as I promise from the I left you I came In whole Pieces Ian.. I want everything to be back to normal between us." I said Crying
"Im pushing you away because I don't want to see you!! can't you Understand that Diane? I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU! You promise? Since When Diane? Did you even tell me that promise ha?! Everything will never be back to Normal Diane because It's Your fault!! Blame yourself for that!" he said Half shouting at me.
" You Don't need to be harsh Ian.. I can Clearly Understand it.. I did promise without you knowing it.. I know everthing will never be back to normal I already Blame myself and I regret Leaving you but Ian I have My Reasons forleaving you.." i said
"Reasons? Stop Blubbering Nonsense Diane! The Damage has been Done! Go Back to were you came from Im Happy Now" He said
"Im glad your happy now... she's so lucky Ian treasure her okay? but before I leave can you please listen to my reason... so that I can leave happy too?" I said crying and Smile to him
" I dont want to know your reason diane! Go Home NOW!" He said
"You know what Ian. It was hard for me too, you think it's easy for me to let you go? It's not! I spent A lot of years staying in that goddamn hospital without you by my side because I was having my Chemotherapy because a lot of my chemotherapy is failed... It's Really hard.. Your the only reason why I want to live.. Your the Only One that can't never forget me because you loved me for who iam, I was disowned by my parents and Now you? You are pushing me away, I know its my fault for breaking you heart after all... I didn't let you go because I don't Love you anymore its beacause I want to Undergo operation for me to be cure... i came back now because I want us to be together again but I guess its over now right? if you want me to leave this place, I will if that's will make you happy, Im sorry for all the trouble ive Cause you, Just say " stay" and I will stay for you so that we can start again, If you say " Leave" I'll leave this place right away if that can make a lot happier" I said staright to his face..
But I still cant hear nothing he try to open his mouth but close it again...
I Close my Eyes and Take a deep breath
"Okay I Understand you" I try to smile but Ican't help my tear to fall
"So silence means YES. I accept your decision, afterall it's not me anymore, That girl must be very lucky to have you Ian.... I Love You So Much ...I never stop loving you but I have to let you Go now please take care of yourself.... don't worry about me.. I'll be fine... Goodbye ian for the Second Time.. " I smile at him and turn Around
