Problematic (Brallon)

9) Helena (So Long And Goodnight)

**This Chapter Has A Major Trigger Warning! If you are triggered or do not like self harm scenes, please skip this chapter💕💕**

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Just Like A Match You Strive To Incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst to take?
From every heart you break.
And Like a blade, you'll stay
Well I've been holding on
Tonight.

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This kiss seemed to be amazing. But, suddenly Brendon jerked away, panting.

"Did I do s-something wrong?" I asked, panicking.

"I-I just can't, I-I've gotta got" Brendon said in a hurry.

"W-Wait! Please tell me..." I told him.

"JUST FUCK OFF! I'M LEAVING!" Brendon snapped, making Dallon flinch.

As soon as Brendon had left, and the coast was clear, Dallon broke down into sobs.

"He hates me, I'm worthless, how could I think anyone would ever like me, I'm poison to the world, I need to die. Just kill me already" I said to myself, sobbing as I rocked in the fetal position.

I just want to die. So, people have told me all my life that I can do what I want, so let's do it.

I walked into the bathroom, which was right next to my room. I knew exactly what to do, but first I wanted to write a note.

I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and began writing:

Hello, who ever finds this. I don't even know if this will work, but I hope so. I just want to die, and there are countless reasons. Everyone hates me, An act that happened earlier made me notice that even more. I'm sorry Brendon. I am worthless, almost everyone lets me know that. I'm
Sorry, but I have to leave.

-Dallon

I grabbed the bottle, tears streaming down my face. I took them all, with no regrets in mind.

I sat on the floor, and then used my blade. You already know what I used it for. I just layed there for a few moments.

"I'm sorry..." I whispered to no one as I blacked out.

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What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So Long, And Goodnight.
So Long, And Goodnight