I'm in love with my best friend:/ (ZIALL FANFIC)

Chapter four- my angel

NIALLS P.O.V

"What's up with you today?you're in such a shitty mood all the time? For Gods sake cheer up will ya?" Harry said in his annoying deep, slow voice.

I love harry like a brother, don't get me wrong, but I just couldn't handle him today while he was telling me to cheer up. No one wants to be told to cheer up when all they want to do is cry or go and rip a certain someone's head off.

"Just shut the fuck up Harry, like you just said I am not in the mood today! So do one okay?!"

Jesus I'd turned into a little bitch. Oh god, Harry looked so sad now. I ran up to him and jumped on him, I couldn't handle it anymore all this stress with Zayn was just tearing me apart, I broke down on Harry. Sobbing my little Irish heart out.

"I can't do it anymore Haz, I'm sorry for being a bitch hate me all you want!"

"I could never hate you Ni, ever! Now tell me whats the matter. Please!"

I can't tell Harry yet, I can't tell him I'm gay, that I have feelings for Zayn, that I'm immensely jealous of Perrie. I just couldn't do it, I wasn't ready!

"I can't tell you yet Harry, I just can't I'm so sorry"

And off I was crying again, I don't know where all my tears were even coming from I've been crying for so long.

"It's okay Ni its okay, I'll never let you go, I'll never let anyone hurt you. I promise"

"Can you sing to me Harry? Just to calm me down, please!"

"Of course I can my little leprechaun!"

"Waking up I see that everything is okay

the first time in my life and now it's so great,

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed

I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it,

This is the best feeling,

This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe not a single tear

The first time in my life and now its so clear

Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

t's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

It makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

Please don't go away

Cause I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by"

And I fell asleep to the sound of the angelic voice, softly hiccuping, but before I fell into a deep sleep I saw Zayn with tears in his eyes running from the room. I wanted to get up and go after him but I couldn't move I'd been put to sleep by the sound of an angel and a angel was exactly what I needed at this moment in time.

A/N hello my sexuals, what did you think of this chapter? I wasn't going to update ever again but I changed my mind haha! So enjoy? And don't forget to check out my other story! It will have one direction in, scouts promise!

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