Your pov**
you started to feel a bit dissy as you cutt into your skin for what seemed to be the thousand time, you gasped as you looked down to see you had cut deep in a vain
you dropped the razor as not knowing what to do as the blood streamed down your arms
"Babe I'm home"a familiar voice yelled you tried cleaning it up as you started breathing heavy
Calum's pov**
I was at the studio with the guys just recording some songs
"You alright mate" Luke asked walking over to me and sitting down
"Yeah you seem very concentrated on something" Ashton said walking over with michael as he nodded in agreement
"I'm just very worried for Y/N she's been very distant lately and I saw her looking at hate the other day" i frowned at them
"How has she been doing with the self harm" Michael asked hoping she was clean
"Not good enough" i replied feeling bad about it
"Why don't we all go over and have a good conversation with her" Ashton said trying to turn it into a positive
"Yeah I do want to talk to her" Luke said agreeing with ashton
"Ok i guess but can we do it tomorrow night I want to be with her tonight" i asked them
"For shure man" Ashton said patting my back and walking away
I grabbed my things and walked outside to the van that takes us to our houses
"See ya mate" They yelled as i got out of the van i waved back at them
I walked up to the door and took a deep breath and opened it
"Babe I'm home" i yelled as i walked in sliding my shoes off and taking my jacket off
I walked up the stairs and turned the corner hearing some deep breaths and some struggled breaths i walked into the room seeing she was not there I walked over to the bathroom to see her on the floor crying as blood streamed from her arms
"No no no no baby baby what the fuck did you do" i yelled as i ran in grabbing a towel and wrapping it around her arms
Your pov**
"No no no no baby baby what the fuck did you do" you heard a yell
And sudden pressure on your arm looking down you saw a towel soaking up your blood
After a few minutes the blood stopped flowing out you watched as calum got some medical tape and some toilet paper and wrapped your arm
You heard a few sobs looking up you saw Calum had started crying again
You then felt strong arms around your small frame hugging back immediately
"Stop torturing yourself baby, your none of those words they say" he said pulling away and resting a hand on your cheek making eye contact
You broke the eye contact and dropped your head in shame
Putting a finger under your chin he said "Hey hey this is not your fault ok?" nodding your head slowly
"I can't live without you" he whispered leaning in and giving you a soft kiss on the lips
Picking you up bridal style and setting you on his lap facing him on the bed
"Are you ok?" He ask quietly
You just hugged his torso tightly letting the tears fall
"It's ok baby its gonna be ok" he whispered in your hair
