Curled up in a ball crying hard you were hoping it wasn't over with you and Ash
One week one full week since you and Ashton had a major fight probably one of your biggest
He had thought you were cheating on him and gone off
He stormed out before you could explain
You were still a huge mess but you missed ashton you decided to grab your keys and go to his house to talk
You hopped out of the car and knocked on the door already feeling more tears threatening to fall
Calum answered "Um hi?" he questioned
"can I see him" you asked a tear running down you face
"I don't think that's such an amazing idea" he said scratching his head
All the tears just poured out as you fell to the ground hugging your knees
"It's all my fault hanging out with my friend ruins my relationship with the love of my life" you screeched crying harder
you felt two bodies held you up and bring you inside the house and in a couch
"He's gone and it's all my fault" you yelled standing up and pacing around the room
"Hey hey calm down" you heard what sounded like Luke's voice
"Ash is upstairs" Michael said directing his arm to the steps
You slowly walked up and opened the door to the room you heard sobs coming from
"Ash" you whispered closing the door quietly
He turned around eyes Puffy whole face red bags under his eyes
"Please just go" he said to you
"But-" he cut you off
"NO not right now" he yelled making you jump and run out the room
"Bye" you whispered to calum as you ran out and into your car crying
Driving back home as quickly as you could and running inside and up the steps
"Hunny are you alright?" your mum yelled seeing you run up the stairs
Ignoring her you Climbed in bed shut off your phone and crying your eyes out
"Baby" you heard your mum say as she walked in and sat on your bed
"He's gone mum" you said crying harder
She pulled you on her lap as you cried
"Oh sweetie it's just a fight he will be back believe me he loves you hunny and if he doesn't then let him go" she paused
"Let him mess up your lipstick not your mascara" she kissed your head and got up
"You hungry" she questioned
"No mum not in the mood " you reasherd her she nodded walking out
You laid there in bed for what seemed like hours just staring at the ceiling
"Y/N someone's here to see you" you heard your mum yell
Thinking it was probably just your BFF
You yelled
"Just send em up"
"I'm sorry" you heard his voice and immediately sat up covering your face from looking bad
"For what exactly" you answer looking at him
"For yelling at you for not believing you for not trusting you" tears fell from his eyes
You brought your hand up to his face and wiped it away
Him holding onto your wrist while your hand still lies on his cheek
"Baby I'm Nothing Without you" he said to you kissing your hand slightly
"Your arms are my home and I'm so fucking home sick" you said to him letting the tears slip
"Then come here" he said pulling you into a big hug
"I'm not going anywhere" he said in your ear and kissing right under it
