"What's all the yelling up here " you turned to see the other three boys and there mums including ashton's
It was a get together day for the boys and there mums at ashton's house so since your Michael's sister and ashton's girlfriend you got to tag along
"We jus-" you were cut off by ashton
"If i killed myself tonight the sun would still appear, the stars would still come out and the earth would still rotate nothing would change so why not" Ashton shrugged his shoulders
"What do you mean why n-" you cut your brother michael off
"NO no you want a why not ashton fine I'll give you a why not"
"How about the way Calum's older sister is gonna puke on the side of the road cause she's crying to hard" you said
"Or how Calum is gonna crying for weeks in his room and his shower the bathroom at the studio" you yelled your arms flying in the air
"And your mum is gonna cry everytime she looks at herself in the mirror, or sees herself in pictures"
"How about me your girlfriend yeah,
I'm gonna sit in my room and not be able to eat sleep or even fucking shower cause why would I want to continue without you" you said letting a tear slip
"And luke the one who calls your brother is gonna cry every time he sees your mum"
"Your sister will wake up every morning see your door and convince herself that you're still there just sleeping in your bed "
"Harry is gonna pull your clothes from your drawer and cry while he breaths in what's left of you"
"Don't your dare tell my it won't change things and be selfish enough to believe that you don't matter to all of us" you said said pointing to the three boys behind you and there mums
"So fuck romanticism of suicide" you walked closer to ashron and pointed to him "and fuck you for leaving my brother michael to cry in his room while he thinks no one can hear" you finished
Tears spilling from your eyes
Your head feel as you brought your hands to your face sobbing feeling arms wrap around you You immediately hugged back knowing it was Michael
You started walking out of the room turning slowly to see Ashton on the floor crying as well
You walked into your mums arms "c'mon baby let's go home,yeah?" She said hugging you back you nodded walking down the stairs and out the door
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Ahhhhhh there will be a part 2. If any of you are feeling like this I'm here for you just message me ok?
Anyway....love you🙈💓❤
