valentine's day

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Yes, I know yesterday was Valentine's Day.
It was the day of my sister's wedding.
But I'm just going to talk about what happened during that day.
So, obviously most of you know I'm on bad terms with pretty much everyone.
I have really messed things up, I know.
So I was very upset about that yesterday. And I could barely get out of bed because of some slight depression problems...
But eventually Vision coaxed me out and I got dressed for the wedding.
I was all ready to go, ready to walk out the door, but I was having a massive anxiety attack at the time. I was afraid that I was going to ruin my sister's wedding day and that there was going to be a fight. All the thoughts that were running through my head were killing me.
And I guess they were just too much, so when I got to the door, I passed out.
I woke up two hours later in my room, laying on my bed. By that time, the wedding was already halfway over, and I could barely make out the words that Vision was saying to me.
It took me another hour to build up the strength to even stand. So I couldn't make it to the wedding, and Vision refused to leave my bedside.
So I'm sorry that he couldn't go, it was my fault. He really did want to attend.
But I didn't even get to go out to dinner or anything, so it was a really crappy Valentine's Day overall.

Really sorry, Essie. I so wish I could've been there to see you get married. Congratulations, though. I'm so happy for you!

EstherMaximoff 
-Vision

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