Chocolate Boy

Chapter 4

Siwon kissed me in the forehead and then went to prepare a shower for me. He searched clean clothes for me and then he disappeared from the bedroom. He told me that he would prepare some coffee for tomorrow morning.

When he left, I stayed on bed still in the clouds. I felt like floating, trying to calm down my heart and assimilating my new reality. Siwon loves me!
Siwon has loved me for a long time, the same I have loved him since I was a child. OMG! I can't believe it! It is too good to be true.

Damn! The next time my Siwon kisses me, I need to be clean and brush my teeth!
I stood up from the bed and I went to brush my teeth immediately and then I took a refreshing shower. I felt like new.

After a while I got dressed with Siwon's clothes. I couldn't help but smell his clothes before putting them on me. His masculine scent always drove me crazy. Finally I have the privilege to wear and smell his clothes on me. I looked at myself through the mirror with a stupid smile on my face that hadn't disappeared since the moment I entered the bathroom. I was still flustered and blushed.

How can a person be so happy till the point to be willing to die of happiness?
I was still smelling his clothes which were on me, his shirt the one that I have always loved it and a pair of boxers. I couldn't help but think that his clothes was like rubbing his skin too and now they are on my body, naughty thoughts clouded my mind and I could feel my cheeks burning like fire.

Suddenly my body seemed to be on fire.
I was clean and ready to search for my boyfriend again, My boyfriend!! Yes! Finally I can say with property that he is mine, my man.
I thought he was still in the kitchen preparing coffee or something like that but when I opened the door of the bathroom, I got speechless when I saw Siwon laid on the bed waiting for me. I was wearing just a pair of boxers and a shirt. My thighs were exposed. I don't know why I felt shy all of a sudden.

Siwon was looking gorgeous and more handsome than ever laying on bed. He had a seductive look on his face. My legs started to shake and I can say that not only my legs. His handsome image and smile seemed to shine the whole room. He was perfection!
I was so lucky! OMG! He was the hottest man alive! And he was waiting for me, definitely me. I forgot to breathe for a while, he was laying on the bed with a sensual pose looking at me as if I were the most exquisite meal.

He was topless and I could see his hard and muscular chest. His nipples were hard and pointy. His abs were like a chocolate bar. Always tempting and ready to lick and eat. I always dreamt with touching his amazing body and just cuddling with him the whole night. I love the feeling being safe in his arms. I wanted to scream of happiness because now I could feel what it feels to be hugged by his strong arms and feel his warm body against mine. Heaven just heaven.

I felt shivers down my spine just with thinking about Siwon's hands on me.
Siwon had been blessed with a perfect body. Unfortunately since I was a child I didn't have the chances to see his body. The few times I had the privilege of watching him without a shirt was when he worked out with my brother or when they played soccer or the few times I saw him swimming. But those were different situations. Now he is mine, only mine to touch and feel.

"Come here, chocolate boy. Don't think about anything that you fear in this moment, it is just you and me" he said with sweet voice. He was spreading his arms to me, calling me. I felt goosebumps all over my body and I felt like fainting. I was nervous like hell still afraid of not controlling my body reactions. My whole body screamed Siwon. I nodded and I got close to the bed still with my heart skipping like crazy and my legs shaking.

"I just want to hold you the whole night, to feel you in my arms. he helped me to lie down next to him and then met my eyes. Do you get it?"
"Y-yes..." I managed to say in a mess of emotions. The sensations inside me were amazing and at the same time scaring. My emotions paralyzed me because I finally understood the big step I was about to give at this right moment. I was about to give myself fully to Siwon. I looked into his beautiful eyes and suddenly a fear took over my heart. I was the luckiest man for having his love but, I wouldn't be able to bear it if someday I can lose him forever in the army. Or even worst, if he stopped loving me. think I would die right there.