New girl

chapter 20

The boys looked at me seeing if I was telling the truth about turning him. "You were weak," Dylan said laughing at me as James walked up next to him. "You couldn't just let him die, could you?" 

"He was my boyfriend. I couldn't just leave him to die." I said getting mad and letting myself turn. "But he isn't now." 

I growled and lunged towards James. He turned and tried to move out of the way but he was too slow so i grabbed him and threw him to the ground and started throwing punches until I got dragged off of him by Derek. "Lets go kid." We left and we went back to Scotts place. 

I was pacing around the room when Stiles finally walked in. His dad had called him a while ago for a reason he wouldn't tell me. "Hey, Al calm down." He said walking over to me. Derek gave a little growl making us look over at him. He shook his head and walked out of the room. "He hates me." 

"He doesn't hate you, he hates that we're dating." I said as I stopped pacing and went to sit on the couch. 

"What do you mean?" Stiles asked sitting down next to me.

"He told me that he liked me the other day." I said looking to where he had just walked.

"Well, do you like him too?" Stiles asked looking over at me.

"I don't know." I said looking at Stiles.

"You should know." He said getting up and leaving.

Derek came back into the living room a while after Stiles left. "You okay?" 

"I don't know." I said looking down at my feet.He came and sat down next to me and put his arm around me, I leaned into him, "I told him that you said you liked me." 

"Too bad I don't like you Alex." He said trailing off making  my head snapped up to look at him. "I love you." 

I was speechless, so I just looked at him. "You what?" I asked finally speaking.

"I love you Alex." Derek said again putting his hand on my neck and pulling me towards him into a kiss. I broke it off and looked at him. "I'm sorry." He said as I walked out of the room not thinking straight.

I needed to get out, to clear my head. I started running and didn't stop. When I finally stopped I was in front of my moms grave. I knelt down next to it and mumbled "It's all my fault that you're dead, if you would not have took me from him this would never have happened."

"It's not your fault." I heard a voice from behind me. It was Derek. "I wanted to make sure you were ok."  I didn't know what to say so I just stood up and looked at him. I didn't feel it but I guess I moved into his arms and he was hugging me. He smelled so good. "Do you want me to take you home?" 

"I don't want to go home." I said looking up at him from his chest.

"Where do you want to go?" 

"Anywhere but home, I have nothing there for me anymore." I said looking down at my old beat up converse.

"You don't have to go home. You can come home with me." Derek said still holding me in his arms.

A/N I know this took forever and it's very short, I'm sorry about that, I just have been really busy, since I am now on spring break I'm going to try to update again. I am working on like three other book for you guys though.