why do you hate me? 'karma x reader'

Chapter 4

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~(Y/n)'s P.O.V~

I dread to go to school. (B/n) touches my bruise lightly.(A/n (b/n) means brother's name)

"I'm sorry I can't take you with me" He says. (B/n) lives in a small apartment a few blocks away with his wife and two kids. The day I was transferred to E-Class, that was the first time mom ever hit me. I was thankful (B/n) was there.

"You humiliated us!" She yells.

"M-Mom please.." I whimper as I back away.

"Don't you ever call me mom! Don't you ever look at me! You worthless piece of shit!" Mom yells, shoving me to the ground. My eyes widen in shock. I cover myself and cry as mom threatens to kick me. I hear running.

"What are you doing?!" (B/n) yells. I see mom glare at him then at me.

"You dare defend this brat?! When she humiliated you the most?!" She yells.

"That is no excuse for you to be touching MY SISTER!" He yells loudly. I cry more. This is all my fault. They're fighting because of me.

"Get out! GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!" Mom shouts. I look up shocked and so does (B/n).

"I will!" He says "I'll take her with me!"

Of course he couldn't since he had no room for me. Which led to more abuse. Mom only allowed (B/n) to come over only to clean up my wounds. She blackmailed him to keeping quiet with the authority.

"It's okay.." I mutter. He puts a band-aid on my forehead and rolls a bandage on my arm and my left leg. They had bruises and scratches on them.

"I don't want to go to school" I say, looking out the window. It's 5:00 AM.

"You know what happens if you stay home and you can't skip school" (B/n) says.

"I'll go early" I say, fixing my skirt.

"It's really early (Y/n)" (B/n) says.

"I know but the teacher is always there" I say shrugging.

"Be careful hugbug" He says, kissing my forehead. I nod and get my bookbag. Me and (B/n) walk out and part our ways. My knees feel heavy partly because of my mom kicking me. I look down and my knees are bruised up.

Mom beats me the most when I'm a minute late or a minute too early. Dad doesn't do much. Especially when he's drunk half of the time. He hits me with the belt and sometimes aims his empty bottles at me. I climb up the path to school. The sun hasn't even come up yet. I let down my (H/c) hair and walk in.

"Good morning (Y/n)!" Korosensei chimes as he eats yogurt.

"Good morning Korosensei" I mutter.

"What's wrong?" He asks, inspecting my wounds. Korosensei is the only one who I've told about mom and dad.

"Another beating..." I muster out as I steady my hoarse voice.

"I'm sorry (Y/n)... here have some american ice cream it's really good" He says and gives me a medium sized and a lot of (f/f) ice cream. My eyes light up and I nod.

"Thank you Korosensei" I say and he hands me a spoon. We eat in silence. I scoop another spoonful ice cream. I cry as I eat the ice cream in silence. Korosensei stays silent and pats my back with one of his tentacles. I wipe my tears and finish the ice cream. It's almost time for school.

"My body aches.." I whisper. Korosensei disappears for a second before coming back and placing two pain relief pills, glass of water and some cream.

"I'll tell Karasuma-sensei to excuse you in P.E okay?" Korosensei says. I take the two pills and open up the cream.

"Thank you" I say quietly. I touch my bruised knee lightly with the cream.

"It's almost time for class would you like to go to the bathroom?" Korosensei asks.

"No I-I'm fine" I say and in a second my hair is curled and my uniform is smoothed out. Korosensei chuckles and nods. I smile lightly and nod back. A few classmates come and I fade into the background until the door slides open with force.

"(Y/n)!" I look to see Nagisa and Karma looking at me worried. I forgot... Nagisa knows. Please don't tell me he told Karma. Nagisa is about to come until Korosensei stops him.

"Please Nagisa, Karma go to your seats" He says. Nagisa looks like he's about to protest but he nods. I look down and doodle on my paper. I see Karma go to his seat in silence. I glance at him and he's facing forward with a blank expression.

"Now let's begin today's lesson!" Korosensei says cheerfully.

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Lunch comes. I have no lunch well it's obvious why. Usually Nagisa shares with me so that's my lunch. My stomach growls loudly making Isogai look at me.

"(Y/n) want some?" He holds out two sandwiches. I know about him being poor, well only the rumors. He needs it more than I do.

"N-No I'm fine, you eat it" I say smiling. Suddenly Karma swipes one sandwich from Isogai's hand.

"Eat it" He says. I look at him uncertain.

"Give it back to him.." I say.

"(Y/n) it's okay, you eat it, I'll give Isogai another one so it's alright" Okajima says, smiling. I look at him and look at the sandwich that Karma is holding. I hesitantly take the sandwich. Karma grabs my hand and drags me out by force.

"K-Karma..!" I call out trying to keep up. His hand is right on my bruise where mom almost sprained my wrist. (B/n) said to have no pressure on it.

"Karma, y-you're hurting me" I whimper. He loosens his grip but doesn't let go. We go to the lake or more like dragged there. He let's go of my arm. I look up, my bruised eye hasn't healed but (B/n) put some makeup so it won't be noticeable.

"Karma-" I stop as I look as him. His face hurt and sad. He comes close and smears the makeup clean and takes off my bandages and band-aids.

"What are you doing?" I ask quietly. His eyes scan me up and down. I feel so weak and vulnerable. My knees tremble and he inspects my bruises.

"Who did this to you?" He asks. Nagisa... didn't tell him? I look at him holding back the tears.

"Who did this to you?" He repeats a bit louder. How? How can I tell him?

"Cry... don't keep it in.." He says. I let out a cry and hug the red-headed boy. Why am I hugging the boy who almost killed me?

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry I bullied you... hurt you... made you come here" He says in my ear. I cry into his chest.

"M-My parents... my parents abuse me" I say through my cries. Karma stiffens and and hugs me tightly.

"You know what? I'm glad you're here..so I can do this..." Karma cups my cheeks and smashes his lips with mine.

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edited 2019