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Entry#3

Goodbye without Beginning

Whenever I see you
Three years that I wasted
Comes into me
Realization that you're not worth it, dawned

The first three hundred sixty five days
Of loving you is not that easy
For I don't exist in your world
Until now in the end, you don't know that I did

Now it's been one thousand and ninety five days
And I decided to finish all
All the phantasms of you and me
For I know that we will never be

Funny how vulnerable I'am
Those years
And you're happy
Spending the rest of your hours with her

And the moment I knew
That she dumped you
You, the one that I secretly treasure most,
The man that I wish to be mine

Bitter smile formed in my lips
Following a single tear
Yes my dear, the last tear
That I'll shed to you

For it's too much
Too painful that I want to have you
But what? You're grieving,
Because she, the girl you choose, stabbed you.

It's over
Though we don't even
Start our own story
Because it's clear to me that our book won't be written

That goodbye is our 'I love you'
And I'm the only one that 'll miss you.