My ways that I have

Pride.

Your POV

"Mm.."

You say as the sunlight through your window flashes into your eyes. You lay back on the bed, you gasp.

What is this?!..

You think as you press on whatever you are on.

"That hurts quite a lot."

You hear Sebastian's voice. You look up and notice, that was his chest you were pushing on.

"KYAH!.."

You squeal as you quickly get off from Sebastian.

"Wha!-how!-um.."

You say as you get confused with your own words.

"You fell asleep hugging my chest still, I didn't want to wake you."

"Oh...um..thanks?.."

You say, as you pant from the blood rush you just got from screaming. You bury your blushing face into your hands as you feel ashamed.

What if someone had caught us like that? Who knows what would have happened!?

"You were quite interesting as you slept.."

Sebastian says with a smirk. You blush more but take your hands away from your face to look at him.

"What?"

You say embarrassed, and still blushing.

"I said that, you were quite interesting as you slept. Whatever were you dreaming about?"

You think as you close your eyes. You see something from your dream, and jump into Sebastian's arms.

"I-I-I don't know...."

You say, as you try and make the scary faces from your nightmare go away.

"If you don't want to tell me, then that's fine."

He says with a smirk as he pulls you into a hug. You hug him for a second, then slink away towards your wardrobe.

"Um.....I'm not trying to be rude, but, could you leave?"

Sebastian looks at you confused.

"Oh, yes, I'll leave now."

You whisper thank you and then shut the door behind him. You realize that there is no lock on your door.

How did I never notice that before?

You think as you run you hands over the smooth door. You turn back to your wardrobe, trying to find something nice to wear.

I should have told him to get Mey-rin..

You think, as you realize that all of your dresses require a corset and stockings. You sigh and get out a red dress that matches the color of your 'new' eyes. You wonder if you could just skip those things.

Ciel would probably yell at me...

You think, as you try to decide if Mey-rin is close or not.

I can't sense her soul anywhere..

You turn your head around to try and sense her presence.

Nothing, she must be cleaning..

You take the stockings, deciding that you could put those on. You slip one over your leg, then the other. You stare at yourself in the mirror, as you try and figure out how they work.